I'm extremely pissed off with blogger because i couldn't update any pictures in here .
so this post will go on without a picture .

on last random thursday , i went out with my cliques to club fo th first time .
after so long of not going . and i was looking forward to it once mother let me out with them .
altogether , there were 7 of us .
me , Diniy , Niza , Shida , Khad , Jibby and Wan .
i had a marvellous time with them and i was back home by 5 in th morning .

and then , i felt shitty when i woke up th next morning .
then , i wipe those tears away and pretended like nothing happened .
i have to take th full courage to keep myself going .
i'm so weak but i'm left with no other choice but patience .
then , i went out to bowling with my friends .
i had a great time with them .
they advised me and i cried terribly .
and i spent hours talking on th phone with Niza Babe .
thanks fo the advices and sharing of opinions .
i really appreciate it people .
thanks friends , you have always been there fo me .

and now , i think im leading a good life .
and i dont need anyone to destroy my life , again .
to who i may hurt in th future , im sorry but you lead me this way .
you can't blame me but yourself .
and goodluc in your future endeavours ((: