Sunday, November 30, 2008'♥
i am extremely bored at home right now .
th rest were off to JB to attend a solemnization .
well then , i wish i could follow but its going to be squeezy like sardine in th car .
moreover , its a long journey and so i sacrifice
good girl ((:
and im missing my [DBF]
like God knows how i feel .
i wish i could go out , but mom did not leave me with any cash at home .
im starving like a PIG
& im lazy to cook .
been consuming fruits since i woke up in th morning .
im lazy to grab a meal at th coffeeshop and my cash is with [DBF]
(i asked him to keep it fo me because im a spendthrift)HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY MD. HAFEEZ
i went out with mother yesterday to my bro's house .
to celebrate Hafeez's birthday .
we were one of th earliest there when the celebration starts at dawn .
i was shocked when my dad turned up with my stepmom though
well , maybe thats th reason why i followed my mom .
my sister asked me out to watch th AIDS concert at Fortcanning Park but i am reluctant to as im afraid that ill be outcast .
hafeez , be a good boy alright .auntie loves you darling ((:
okay this post seems so tak perlu
i better get going now , and study fo my test tomorrow .
shucks , i hate this when it comes to polymer and composite science .
stressing me up with all those bulky formulaes .
thats it , good day people ((:
Labels: i miss you lah Mirul
Saturday, November 29, 2008'♥
it kinda weird to have me updating on a weekend , especially on a Saturday afternoon .
i am so bored & everyone else in th house is out fo shopping . mom asked me along , but to somewhere which i dislike to be .
im currently watching GGs1 , while eating fresh mangoes .
situation seems weird as it may seems to be & im trying to hold on to everything i can .
stabilizing my mood , immunity and health .
ive been eating alot , due to stress , with semester coming to an end , results , my last year in school and final year project .
contradicting , but i cant wait fo it to end ((:forgive and forget
its kinda hard to let go off something easily , especially when you are really upset over something .
not that it only affects me but others around are badly affected by it too .
especially mother who has been raising her children but when everyone are fully grown-up now , she was left abandoned and just one person who just dont know how to appreciate her . i pity her . th incident happened last year , and till now , theres no good sign at all that hes coming to take a look at my mother . that is just so heartless . fo goodness sake , that is your mother , your one and only mother , th one who carried you in her stomache fo 9 months , she has been suffering a lot alright . can just just wake up and bring th joy back in her life ?
she deserves a break alright . and fuck , you have been telling everyone even your daughter that you will meet your biological mother one day , well , i wonder when will that one day exist ? when shes lying on th bed , suffocating or when you suffer from an illness or an accident that you need to seek forgiveness from her before you go ? think ! you are not whom i know , you are a totally different person now . wait , if mom is gone one day , you will be th last person to know everything and you will only get to see her grave . read those words carefully , i aint kidding .
& Nora Binte Ismail
, you are delivering soon right ? pray hard it will be a smooth one okay . cause God sees everything though i just cant accused you of doing it . and God is fair in every way He could . you play with it , you get it ? and please , that is my goddamn brother you idiotic sucker .
i had a tiff with my little niece last time .
and while i was on the phone with [DBF]
last night , i was shocked to receive a msg from her on a typical night . she apologised and i was really touched by it . i thank God that she wake up th whole idea that she was rude and that she shoudnt be so impolite to her auntie . i forgave you long time ago , people are prone to make mistakes . but to repeat it , its as though , you are not learning from it . so please , if you have apogised to me , make it right this time , and know what you are doing . please , i am not interested bearing grudges with my own family members . it certainly did not bring any benefit in my life . i do hope you change fo the better aite .
im pretty happy that some things are okay , about my family . or just a little bit more effort , patience & time and im sure everything will be perfectly fine .
one more thing , i am really glad about is , everything went well fo me and [DBF]
we did argue over small things , but everything is under control .
i love th way you are nnow [DBF]
, you are th sweetest thing indeed that has ever happened in my life .
hold my hands and walk through everything baby ?though i have not been spending much time with you fo th past two days , my heart is missing you badly .
lets chill out one day alright , baby ?
Friday, November 28, 2008'♥
like ive promised , ill give a good update today .
first thing first , school .
im down with 2 more weeks followed by a well-deserved 3 weeks break .
im certainly looking forward to it ((:
working is an option fo th upcoming break .(i really do not have any pocket money & i need new cloethes lah can ? )
i guess its hard to find a job now , moreova to work fo only 3 weeks .
i wonder who would want to hire such employee who is available fo a short period of time .
life , is certainly getting better than last time .
im able to breathe now .
to cope up with numerous commitment is not easy , but managing time will help .
[DBF] is down with diarrhoea . im all worried now .
get well soon alright baby ?
have plenty of rice and consume those necessary priscription okay .
hope to see you reall soon ((:
mommy , i love you . thanks fo the fish & chip yesterday .
th reason i grow fatter is my mother , ok not , well i dont know .
th fact that i couldnt finish up th fish , mom asked me to force it in .
JaJa Babe and her Bf sat with us to have dinner together . coincidence
and faizah , watch your mouth and actions cause someone is watching over you .
silence from others may help but dont get on their nerves alright .
because , when they are infront of you , i swear its going to turn reallll BAD
be careful of your steps alright ((:
26 / 11 / 2008
i occupied my day with [DBF]
because that is the only day that we can go out .
im not enjoying my weekends with my friends but my family . but it turned pleasant .
fo this upcoming weekend , my nephew is turning 1 .
okay back to th topic . we went to mit in the afternoon and went to JB , as ussual .
then we headed off to Causeway Point because i adore Cathay than any other cineplexes .
not in th mood fo town . window-shopped , catch things up , survey , filling up my shopping list .
catch a movie , Body of Lies .
then we went off to Yishun to grab our dinner , it was splendid .
off to th usual spot with [DBF]
to chill and off to home sweet home ((:
i love it [DBF]
; thanks fo making my day .
youre my everything , i swear this is true ((:I LOVE YOU
ill rate th movie 4.5/5 .
but th disappointment part , i want to know what happens to th head/mastermind of th terrorist .
im a lil confused and i keep on pestering [DBF]
about th movie .
and he kept on explaining & i still dont get it .
i had a magnificient day with [DBF]
. im loving it .
and people , go watch th movie , its awesome
ouh people , happy weekends ((:
Labels: th best part of my life is you
Thursday, November 27, 2008'♥
ive got no time fo any proper update .
but all i can tell ya , my life is like an aftermath .
im so forlorn over things that evolved around me .
im all weak , i can never face this alone .
its killing me , i just cant find any means to keep myself going .
i guess im getting myself down to my knees and plead fo justice .
i hope things will go just th right way .
but if i have to face people leaving me again fo th second time , i cant
im gonna pull my socks and make it right this time .
its time fo me to work fo th best .
please excuse me people .
ill make it right tomorrow .
Tuesday, November 25, 2008'♥
something just blew up my mind lah kann .
what th merepek ?
okay this is it , if i ever have to pour this out , i will !
credits to one of th outlet at Sim Lim Square !
screw them up because i was cheated by them .
last two months , i went down to Sim Lim to get myself an ext HDD to store documents etc .
[DBF] asked me to purchase the 320 GB & i agreed .
i use it on random , if i feel like transferring , then i will use it .
i brought it to school today to transfer movie , but sadly it was filling up till there's no space .
i was utterly shocked because i know there's still like an enormous space inside lah kann .
my friend checked and its only 80 GB .
just imagine , i bought it fo nearly $200 bucks & i get an 80 GB size .
it is not worth it , AT ALL !
difference in size is like ; 240 GB ?
fuck sia .
and now , i have to make my way down again , to get myself a new one .
but ! , th problem is i dont have th receipt with me anymore .
tell me what can i do .
ouh gosh , im really stupid at all these things .
thank you so much , because you made my life a whole lot tougher now .
to see your face & explain again .
thanks eh clarence , you didnt come to school when i saw you in th bus just now .
IDIOT ! LOL !
Monday, November 24, 2008'♥
just de-stress me ! im at my lowest now .
hello monday ((:
school is not getting any better .
i dont have a clue to today's practical and lesson .
been trying hard enough though but to no avail .
im really worried over my results . i really hope things will go my way .
i dont wish to stay in school fo another 6 months . im really sick of it .Saturday
JB with [DBF]
. we were like stucked in the traffic jam fo almost 90 minutes .
made our way home & off i wenta Tampines to attend a prayer .
in th train fo an hour , sitting down is really tiring , at times .
i teared when this particular song was sang across th house .
i swear i am at my lowest , full of remorse .
i have to do something to myself .Sunday
stucked at home fo half of th day . i was really bored .
thought of going fo swim , movie but we ended up at Marina Square .
its been eons since i last went there . wow !
i need a NEW
shopping list , i cant fit in my old clothes and jeans .
we went to cash studio fo a Karaoke Session but its fully booked .
we wanted to catch movie but its already late to wait & watch & off back home .
we went to Bugis , to catch up on th latest fashion statement .
and last we went to Marina Barrage .
upon reaching and walking along the bridge , [DBF]
sounds like an architecture ,
explaining to me on how th 'DAM' works .[DBF]
is my walking news & update . heh ((:
th Barrage is still upgrading , so dont expect much .
but th view of the CBD & flyer is Spectacular !
a nice place fo couple to spend time together .
a short note fo ya [DBF]
though you are smiling , laughing at my stupidity etc etc .
deep down i know you are trying to give th best out of you .
i know you are feeling depressed right now over certain issues .
i know i cant help much , but ill be at my very best , always .
ill be there when you need me , ill be there to guide & motivate you .
dont worry , you are never walking alone .
ill be here with you , holding on to your hand & walk down th pathway together with you .
i hope my presence will help you feel a lot better , baby .
ill do what i can , whatever it takes to change th whole situation .
this is a hurdle in life , lets face it with a lot of perseverance .
things will get better th next day .
i love you
Labels: Marina barrage and i love you
Friday, November 21, 2008'♥
lets make a proper update okay .
i love and hate school at th same time . why ?
i love to go to school because i get to meet my babes & i hate to go to school because lessons suck so much and i cant handle too much stress . enough with what im facing now , i cant it anymore .
an apology due to my absence fo not updating . however , im gonna make this a fruitful one alright ? first and foremost ,HAPPY BELATED 20TH BIRTHDAY SRI
(im suppose to blog this yesterday , but im busy till i couldnt squeeze in any time . )
goodluc in your future endeavours , and may you succeed in life . God bless you ((:
&& i love you okay darling ? ;)
i was acknowledged by Mel babe that you left school halfway because you wana play Sims at home.sangguppppp eh ?
well people , you can count th no. of GFs i have right now . reason as to why i limit myself to a certain no. of GFs is because of one thing , i just dont trust
th reason as to why im closer to guys because they are out-going and they dont even care if we actually hurt them directly/indirectly . they take actions & words as a joke . but some girls right , they will take words seriously and give this 'fuckedup'
face and start pouring it over at their blog . when they start to hate us , they will have another friend to spy on us , to know our life more than what we actually have realised . excuse me , i have my own life to lead , dont you think so ? and i guess they are just stucked up kids where they need gossips to keep their life going .merepek can ?
tsk tsk .
and one more thing , i used to have a BFF . our friendship last fo approximately 8 yrs or so .
i always thought she have been th best fo me . till one day my friend , J told me what ever my BFF told her . i could never believe it with my own ears but it happened a lot of time , i kinda get immune to it . & she ever talked about J to me & i told J too .
see , i used to get msgs and tears frm her , claiming that she never want to lose a friend like me . and she wants me to be there fo her and i always did . be it when she was attached to her old BF to a new BF , ive always been there fo her even when she fights with her family . i attended to her , giving her th fullest attention and support . but its saddening when she never appreciate me ever , before . she is such a pretender . and i start to hate her .
& i guess she knew it . but i just couldnt care less . i have had enough .'once bitten twice shy'
now , i have certain girls around me . a lesson learnt , really . and i really love them . having them is like , my whole world is complete lidat . they havee been there , watching me from those kental days till today . its funny how it all started , but as the days go on , im in love with it .
yea , i love my GFs
Lyana , Sri , Shida , Niza & Mel . ((:
oops , and [DBF]
too . heh .
Thursday, November 20, 2008'♥
i am so so busy to update my blog now .
been trying my best , struggling through every lesson .
science is making me mad as the day goes by .
today's lesson , which involve more of calculations suck to the earth's core !
ill be updating soon when everything goes on smoothly .
well , maybe tomorrow .
im left with nothing but to regret fo th rest of my life .
stay tuned people !
Labels: hit it
Monday, November 17, 2008'♥
SOMETHING HAPPENED LAST WEEKEND .
I JUST DONT WISH TO MENTION IT .
BECAUSE I FIND IT TREMENDOUSLY SHOCKING .
TILL AT THIS VERY MOMENT .
IF THIS IS FATE , WHY DID IT END THAT WAY ?
I COULDNT SLEEP , YOU STILL LINGER IN MY MIND .
EVERY MINUTE , SECOND , HOUR .
DOWNPOUR ON ME .
THANKS FO BEING THERE ;
TAKING CARE OF ME WHEN I WAS YOUNG .
SINGING TO ME LULLABY SONG .
I WISH YOU WERE HERE TILL NOW .
BUT I COULDNT GO AGAINST FATE .
IM GONNA MISS YOU AND YOUR COOKING .
I SWEAR ITS TRUE .
CONDOLENCE TO TH FAMILY .
REST IN PEACE , HAJAH MANAVIA BINTE BACHOK
moga roh nye dicucuri rahmat . amin .
Labels: hold back those tears
Friday, November 14, 2008'♥
me and mother . she was away to my aunty's house & i miss her , BADLY . i sleep alone in my room now without having my mom beside me (okay , im a loser ) , ouh i miss teasing her before going to sleep & wishing her goodnyte and 'love you mommy' before i go to sleep .
aniways , chemistry's theory is driving me crazy fo th first time ever .
& due to overstress , i have to go through sucha hurdle .
i keep on misplacing my hp in class , i had paint on my dress when i went fo a smoke & i actually kicked a dog's shit without realising .
ouh gosh ! science spoil my brain at th very supreme .
forget it , lets get back to blogging , shall we ?
everything is fine fo me (thank God) now & i appreciate everything .
though money is an endless issue , i still have to pull it through .
i cant wait fo tonight , i hope everything is going on smoothly .
hope to see you soon cousins !
i went over to th hospital to visit my brother-in-law's mother .
she was literally ill due to diarrhea but on subsequent days , it get worsen .
th moment i stepped my feet into th ward , i felt something was wrong . well , i have been hearing rumors about it from mom but i thought she is making her way to meet God . yea , i prayed fo her , hoping that she will recover soon .
but yesterday , i saw her seating down , biting on her teeth as if she's having a fit along with a sinister look in her eyes . her children were reciting prayers , some of them were crying , i was forlorn . i dont want her to go away either . but when i look at her , she was growling & breathless at th same time . i joined th crowd and recite th prayers together with th rest . th whole family said that she had this 'fit' in the evening till 8pm and again at 12am . i can never believe what ive heard & sometimes you just have to put scientific facts aside and put on your religious cap isnt it ?
i was told of this incident . well , i never want to accuse but i just list down possibilities OR rumors which ive heard yesterday .
i was told that a 'cracker woman' came to her house to sell crackers . she rejected it because she had tons of them .
but this 'cracker woman' kept on forcing her to buy it but she declined it , politely . the 'cracker woman' was so furious & shouted at her . so her child , a HE , came out when he heard the commotion and the 'cracker woman' stared at him . and then she left .
th next day , th mother had a bad bad diarrhea . she keeps on vomitting .
she was brought to th hospital & th doctor told th family that she had no calcium and sodium content in her body , at all . which i believe is a serious matter to me . ( she can die any minute due to lack of calcium & sodium & dehydration)
she keeps on having fit when th clock strike 630 onwards . weird , isnt it ?
th family called up a religious man , and he came , recite prayers from th Qur'an . & so th religious man told us that he saw a hideous spirit right beside her , growling , trying to fight back with the religious man . theres not only one but two .
th family requested to bring her back home but then th doctor disagree even when she has recovered .
nothing can be done , but just prayers from you guys , i need your help .
her name ; Manavia Binte Bachok .
lets do this together alright & hope that she will recover soon .
she is in th hospital fo a week now but she has fully recovered . the doctor assumed that she is crazy , but when she went fo an X-ray , her brain is functioning well .
i just dont understand why do they have to do all these due to jealousy . i wonder what do they get at th end of th day .
nothing can fight against God's will .
th moral of th story is , never open th door to stranger , especially these wicked people .
try to be humble as possible , never raise your voice even if you dislike it .
please , dont indulge yourself with black magic . ure never safe .
we live to die , remember that okay .
till here , hapy weekends ((:
Thursday, November 13, 2008'♥
been trying to have a proper update here .
fo some reason , ill keep whatever that was meant to be personal , PERSONAL
so here it goes .
th other day , i went fo a talk with GF about th Co-founder of Nuffnang (advertised in my blogg now ) and it actually tells me more about th company & how does Nuffnang business works .
its easy as you earn when you blog . well , that depends on th no. of unique readers you've got in a day . th more you have it , th more you earn . easy , aint it ?
so heres th deal .
ill seldom update about my life , but ill talk more about what is going on around th globe . ill discuss about an issue on random , sharing thoughts and views & & & listing information & facts .
hate -taggers , i dont need you , thats obvious . and readers , i would appreciate if you tag and discuss over a topic . lets make it real . well , if you need a point of view , why not let me say it ? i believe everyone has the freedom to voice out .
lets make it reall this time ((:
lets get this done first alright .
credits to SUHAIMI lah , i need to do this questionaire . im lucky cause it doesnt have much question . if not , ill kill you
!my top 10 favourite food
10 things i love to do
- sliced fish soup with milk (toa payoh hub; fork & spoon)
- Nasi Ayam Penyet (Jurong West, Bagus & Beach Rd)
- Prata Chocolate (Jurong West Ave 1; Mr Teh Tarik)
- Chilli Crab (mother's cook)
- Nasi Ayam (Jurong West Ave 1 ; Sinar Harapan)
- Chicken Wing Rice (ABC Brickworks)
- Hotcakes with Sausages (MacDonalds)
- fried rice w black pepper beef (West Coast)
- Tulang (Beach Rd & West Coast)
- 'asam pedas' stingray (mom's cooking)
5 things i love doing when im emo
- hunt fo a new spot to chill at
- fetish over terraces with modern concept
- spend my time with loved ones
- surf th net & GG
- jokes & fool around
- get th latest song on MTV
- study (depends on my mood & topic)
5 types of boys that i adore
- isolate myself from my friends
- tune in to th saddest song
- stare into blank space
- think on things should be done in order not to face th reall consequences
5 things i do when im happy
- with sharp nose , neat eyebrow and thin lips
- easy-going , honest , trustworthy
- can treat me like a princess
- who is proud to have me as his GF
5 things i wish to happen
- joke around
- just hang around with friends & loved ones
- talk nonsense & make others happy too ((:
top 5 most addicted playlist
- to go on a holiday to Thailand/Bangkok on 10th october , next year .
- to graduate with flying colors and get a great paid job
- to re-unite my family
- people around me to understand what i really want in life
- to be at my very best
i keep on changing songs . heres my latest adddiction
1. superhuman - chris brown & Keri Hilson
2. Cookie Jar - Gym Class Heroes
3. Lolli Lolli - 36 mafia
4. Whatever you like - T.I
5. bad girl - DK Ft Missy Elliotnext 5 victims
- Lyana Syg
- Niza Syg
- Sri Syg
- Lydia Syg
- Jaja Syg
this is more than what i should have today .
well , i would like to discuss over the matter about LOVE .
well , i guess , ill have it discuss soon , when i have th time to update .
keep urself updated !
embrace me tight cause tonight wont come back
Monday, November 10, 2008'♥
a quick update here .
monday blues , like obviously lah kann .
drag my puffy eyes to school , having my breakfast in hand and a packet of milo .
smoke while waiting fo the bus .
& in th end i had a stomache ache .
i really suffered to th very peak in the bus , trying to hold back my taik
with th bus releasing air-con at 0 degree celsius . im frozen , i tell ya .simpul simpul baju , tersimpul taik aku ,
that is so last summer .
th moment i got out from th bus , i rushed my way through the escalator , hoping fo a cubicle but darn , its full .
so i detour my way back , walked with yana towards causeway point , went down to basement and to the toilet , and ease myself . what a relief !pheww ~ !
walking to school , was something i could never imagine .
th air is blowing against th direction we were walking .
& yana started off her imagination by saying that she got flew off due to the strong air .
see , she watch too many cartoons ady . but we laughed our way through school .
and it rains when we reached school , just in time .
we were late , so we decide to come in later . afterall , there aint any difference if we come a minute or an hour late .
first break was hilarious when we started to plan on where we shall go during th holidays .
ice skating , is a no option from me . PHOBIA !
mind games , sentosa , wild wild wet , escape etc etc . but nothing seems perfect .
and then , Niza start mentioning about country life .
a laid back ambience with sheeps to take care of .
and there with her hand signs , expressing her thoughts . so enthusiastic !
LOL ! and we went on laughing .
then , with th Dutch Lady , ouh gosh , just so topic lari !
i had fun for half of my day with them , i hope theres more to talk .
okay , i gtg , ill have to attend fo a talk .
update soon alright !
anihoos , happy 1st [DBF] .
im sorry fo i nearly forget about th whole thing .
more to come alright .
its a sad thing that we cant spend time together today .
you have to work , well , i gotta understand .ILY
as much as you love me too ((:
mulanya cinta berputik kembali buat kali kedua
Labels: i miss you so much
Sunday, November 09, 2008'♥
good afternoon sunday .
i woke up reall late , it was unexpected . ouh gosh , i wasted most of my time on sleeping ady .
not much fo an update , but i must say thatthings are going perfectly fine fo me ((:
yeah , it goes on smoothly .
sorry to th people who i have been hurting throughout th journey of my life .
nonetheless , i appreciate your help , i wont forget that .
sharing problems with [DBF] was th greatest thing ever .
though i used to be timid and keep most of th heartache to myself last time .
i felt a whole lot better after sharing with him .
and he understands it . a lil confession melts my heart though , but actions speak louder than words aite .
it was fantabulous talking about what need to be done , what must we refrain from doing , friendships , family , memories . and he even reminded me of tomorrow which i totally forget .
well yeah , though you have to work , but still theres always some otha time right ? afterall , the thought that counts ((: heart to heart talk is th best solution
im left with 4 more weeks of school before 3 weeks of term break .
im looking forward to it though its still a long long way to go .
looking fo a perfect job .
yeah , i need to go fo a holiday .
im gonna make it work this time .dulu asek berangan je , pergi nye tidak pon .LOL !
back to school tomorrow , hope this heart will heal .
lets not look back with anger .
lets grab th best out of it ((:
throw th pain , grab th gain
update soon !
Labels: but i dont care what they say im in love with you
Friday, November 07, 2008'♥
a lil update about my life .
im unsure over certain things , but i hope this heart will heal soon .
i have a lot of issues that i really need to put a lot of commitments on .
family , friends , loved ones , school , tutoring .
i really need to find a suitable job fo myself . even if i dont get a job to kill those weekdays , i need it to kill my holidays . i know and i just cant stay at home and rot till school reopens . school holidays = no allowance
ouh , i really need to do something about myself .
thanks to th people who have been there fo me ; supporting and motivating me .
you guys keep me going . i appreciate that , i love you guys ((:
& this post goes out specially fo you babe . well , thats my main objective fo today .
i know that things are gettting crucial between us & its not hard only on you , but me too . i know i have been neglecting , i know things now isnt like how it used to be . i know i have changed to someone who you thought i never be , i know you are a lil disappointed about it .
when everytime , its you whom i always turn myself into when i need someone . but now , i just keep myself quiet and not give you a call or anything . yes , im finding my way through everything , a step at a time .
& seriously , even th little misunderstandings that we had , that doesnt even make me wanna give up on you or just walk away from it . because i know , we somehow have to face and feel it one day . th fights that we had makes me wanna get closer to you .
i lost my GFs fo umpteenth times and im really sick and tired of it . i hate it when we just bid goodbye when they are already a part of my life . i dont want to make distance as a factor of me not getting closer to you , cause there are other means to reach out to you .
and im really afraid of losing you , GF . i dont need to widen my circle of GFs when they arent actually true on me . having GFs like you makes my whole world complete .
if you were to go and give up on me one day , i will beg on your knees and give you thousands of reasons fo you to stay . please , i never felt this way before . i never made such a confession to a GF before . i aint a lesbian but throughout th obstacles i faced with my other never-lasting GF , i guess i meet th perfect GF now & thats you , NOORILYANA BTE NOORESANI .
im sorry , so so sorry fo hurting & neglecting you . ill try not to do it again .
despite all that happens , thanks fo th sound advice and stand by my side . i appreciate it alot .
please , dont give up on what we had built up in th past . lets keep building it . though 1 yr 6 months of friendship is short , i never wanna put it to a stop . i look forward on every single day , weeks , month and years to come & that is to count on our friendship .
Tuesday, November 04, 2008'♥
uploading images is a waste of time .
anihoos , i had funwith [DBF]
on th eve of th weekend .
well , at first we do not have any idea as to where we shall spend th day at.
we started off to JB (like duh)
and purchase th usual things .
and yes , [DBF]
went to a CD shop and get fo me a Gossip Girl
but sadly , they dont have it .
since we wanted to refrain from getting stuck in th jam , we made a move .
and he bought a movie , 'THE ROCKER'me : you tgk uh , muke die macam haikal (my nephew)him : haha , ada-ada aje you nie . tapi same jugak uh . LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL !
then he brought me to a park , HORTPARK
okay th place was effing HOT
it is a wonderful place to chill and spend time with th loved ones especially .
the park wasnt that big but it has a lot of concept , okay i just dont know how to explain .
as in like , you can chill along with th different ambience .
i recommend th place fo couples especially , where they can have a heart to heart talk and also to catch things up ((:
though its near to an industrial park , but just look at it in th park view only aite .
th park closes at 10 pm . an outdoor park do have a time to visit ? weird aint it ?
but neverind , to be there is never a regret .
so just let th pictures do the talking alright ? im plain lazy right now .
enjoy viewers ((:
i love this picture th most , it seems like he's having a roller coaster ride ! LOL !
see th big pots ? now , thats what i meant by concepts . theres more to come ((:
self - timer ; it was all his idea ((:
and he took the rest of th pictures .
i really love th place , its so so awesome !
i passed my G902 , Professional Profiling Module !*jump up high*
thanks to th people who keeps me going & accompanying me till wee hours .
my sister , lyana fo exhanging thoughts and ideas and [DBF]
i love you all .
Monday, November 03, 2008'♥
ouh yea , th pictures below are super super outdated ady , probably 2 or 3 weeks ago .
i just couldnt squeeze in any time to upload th pictures from my digicam to my lappy .
and it is super laggy and toublesome .
USB mode = consumption of unnecessary energy from th battery . WTH !
on one of th friday's , [DBF]
fetched me from school and we wenta grab our late lunch cum dinner at one of th foodstall near marsling . th food was very delicious !
after which , we wenta Henderson Waves . okay , th place wasnt thats far but we just need to ride through th creepy street and it was Maghrib . mischievious [DBF]
stopped by th side and asked me to come down lor . okay , i nearly teared lah , it was freaking scary . penakut jugak eh aku ni . i swear it isnt funny lor *hiyakdush* . HAHA ! upon arriving , we nearly fell . we wenta get th best seats there and chilled . we watched movie , grabbed pictures & catch things up . overall it was fun !
im sorry [DBF]
but this is th best picture that i had of you alone there .
okay , we tried out with different types of mode , credits to [DBF]
tembam nak mampos ! ((:
timer = KS .
me : cepat you , dah blink2 tu .
him : eh ? (he ran all th way & lay beside me)
thanks fo the day [DBF]
and off we went home and had a great rest while chatting on th phone ((:
ILY lidat lor ((:
Labels: Henderson Waves
Saturday, November 01, 2008'♥
i update my blogg because of my dearest GF okay .
first thing first , im happy that you and her had reconcile and pulled it through .
im glad that everything is okay now .
i was really happy when i read your blogg .
PP DONE !
next up is talk and RJ , talk and RJ .
how pathetic , one more core module , and im done with all this nonsensical idea of RP .
ill complain now , though im gonna miss it when i graduate .
because those were th time when i actually had fun with my GF doing nothing but comment on people coming in to the lecture room/theater and start gossiping .
creative thinking was done when the lecture gets boring .
ouh , nothing much to say cause im using my sister's lappy , so no pictures lah kann .
sommore internet explorer is super duperr irriitating .
to niza babe , i was shocked upon hearing th news from our babe .
it was really saddening though i never thought things would end up that way .
but you've got to be strong okay , dont let this be a downfall fo you but always hope fo a better tomorrow alright ?
remember , good things happen to those who are willing to wait .
all we need is time alright babe ?
cheer up cause i will always be there fo you .
you are never alone sweetheart :D
somehow , things get on my nerve easily , i dont know why .
or maybe im just blindly jealous . but i need you to clear all those doubts .
i have lots of why why and why .
if it is me , then why _______ ?
GO figure .
im facing this world alone .
school is starting th day afta tomorrow .
ouh gosh , not again cause im on a holiday mood since God knows when .
another 6 weeks is freaking tiring .
RJ QUIZ EVALUATION .
but my cliques are th one who drives me to school everyday .
ok no , monday tuesday , thursday and friday . much better
nothing much to say konon .
padehal byk jugak i type kann .
i just dont wish to show how miserable i am right now .
with me not feeling well and some things just kept me thinking .
i guess im raising a white flag soon .
keep track fo more updates .
and to [DBF] , i know how stress you are now .
yea , i guess you need to do something about it .
think about th future aite ?
i will try to help you out and support you from th back .
but what matters most is th determination in you .
that will keep you going .