Wednesday, May 16, 2007'♥
hey there peeps.
things has gone absolutely superb!
ive got a great news.
and that is..
ME AND HIM ARE BACK TOGETHER!!
im happi, esctatic, high-spirited etc!
smiles are all written over my face.
no word in the dictionary can describe to YOU how happy am i.
to get him back in my life.
so here is what happen yesterday.
we broke off.
and i was crying like a piece of shit in class.
all my classmates were looking at me.
so paisey lei.
so this is what i intend to do.
i msged him, kinda strict i guess, saying that i wanna mit him and talk things out.
and i said 630.
when ive reached home.
put my bag and straight away i went out to meet him.
when ive already hop on the bus, he msged me saying that he wanted to mit at 730.
how bad is that?
and moreover he is at causeway pt with his friends slacking.
i donno wads exactly in his mind.
we were fighting and he still afford to go out and have fun.
and im telling you im so so sad.
ok forget about that.
i said im on my way.
but he didnt reply. so i was expecting him to move and mit mi up.
but but but.
the moment i reached there, he was still at cozwae pt.
and im telling u i suffered for an hour.
i cried alot.
so when he came, i still afford to smile though deep down in my heart, it is swollen.
so the first thing i asked when we sat down.
why you ask for a break.
and he look down, staring at a blank space.
and i keep on talking.
words that require him to think.
we laugh here and there though.
we just couldnt get ourselves serious you see.
der is like a commercial break uh.
den serious again.
so, we found out a solution.
he turn to me.
look into mi eyes.
and im telling you, he cried.
his eyes were watery.
he hold my hands.
and look into my eyes.
promises were told off by him.
and i apologised to him too.
for both were at fault.
i know i must be wrong somewhere but he told me i didnt.
you see, how great is he.
and i he put me to tears.
dear, i hope you realli mean what uve said k?
please please please.
i love just the wae we are now?
do you feel the love now?
i do, did you?
and yana yana yana. ive got to tell you this.
thanks for your advised.
its greatly appreciated.
i love it so much.
but i mish you lei.
nobody to fool ard with.
so u must come tomolo!
tomolo ut ENTERPRISE? urgh~
we crap together kies?
dont mish me too.
p/s : baby, im missing you badly now.
i need a cuddle here.