Wednesday, December 30, 2009'♥
I IS SO LETHARGIC.
but I will update soon lovelies.
I had a spanking Tuesday with the lovelies.
I'll talk more when Liza baby gave me all the pictures.
I'll share with you people soon.
Labels: oh what a day
Sunday, December 27, 2009'♥
Ouh hello pretty ladies and handsome gentlemen! Here's is the catch:
I have never watch Singapore Idol Season 3 ever before, and even if I do, it was just a short glimpse of it and I would definitely change the channel. Well, I never like watching television till these days. I never have the urge to watch it, till my niece forces me to and yes, I spent my time, accompanying her and comment on how I feel between the both of them. yelah, i pon feeling2 one of the judges.
And I said:
Sezairi will win. I am really sure with my instinct.
So, when the results are out, I screamed, jumped and clapped till my mom warned me to behave myself. OMG! the third SGI is a Malay and a male again! That is so amazing. Well, I am not going against Sylvia but she is still not stable in her pitches, still.
Anyways, congratulations! It is a dream come true.
See,now I shout, my throat is itching.
Problems are endless. They come and go. It has its sizes but the size of your brain matters most. Maturity is the most important thing here. Yes, actions speaks louder than words. We can say it, but it takes sometime for us to have our hand, legs, mind and body to do it. You can have the whole of your time, but life is too short to drag things. So the best is always to get rid of the problem fast, because more problems are waiting for you.
I don't care if you are a drug addict, i don't care if you have 10 kids by the age of 20, I don't care if you are a drinker, I don't care if you dance till you break your leg, I dont't care if you are a rotten bitch/moron, I don't care even if you have 10 cents in your wallet. I don't care if you are a prostitute/gigolos, and I don't give a fucking care if you are anything. But what I care most is the way you analyse, solve and accept things. Yes, I am talking about maturity. Not to say that I am so matured in any sense, but I am here learning to be someone useful enough to speak up for the world. Make use of the vital organs given wisely.
Don't get your feelings involve when settling matters down, you need your brain more than your heart now. Yes, it may be painful for you to suck everything in, but isn't it worth it because in the end you will be happy too when everything has settled? It is going to be all worthy. Feelings won't resolve matters but it will worsen it. What is there to mention about the past when you have the future to think of? Get over it, and move on.
whenever God put you to it, He will pull you through it.
((: Think wisely.
Friday, December 25, 2009'♥
Hello lovelies. I really miss blabbering out long post, or share with you people on how I have been doing lately. Rest assured, I am doing good with life. Except for the fact that there are too many complications in my family, and alot have been haunting us. Nevertheless, we tried to discuss and find solutions to everything. Hope God is on our side when we want to do this. Insya'allah.
I had extreme fun with my favourites, love and his family! I missed out so much in here, pardon me for that. And I shall talk about it soon alright, I promise (:
And nothing else matters, cause I am here with you now. You are the only one that matters to me. I love you in every single way and I will always be here, no matter what comes. Hold on tight aite (:
Labels: you are my everything lovelys'
Wednesday, December 23, 2009'♥
PARDON ME, SONG LIST IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION.
Here's the key. I know this may sound so blarddy bullshit, but who cares. I'll put what should be here, in here and what's not in the other. I have my pride and dignity and as far as I am concern, I am not going to pull any of my morality with unwanted people judging the whole scenario or situation.
Life is never fair, at all. That's why we are each gifted an organ called brain to think. But somehow, some poeple, just refuse to get their mind into it but put more feelings in it. So with your feelings to judge matters, are you able to solve the problems faced? Obviously, you can't. Because you don't set your mind to think but get carried away with all the hatreds and disgusts. What's the use of it? In the end, you are going to suffer and then regret.
In life, you are given a choice. So get your decision on it, wisely. Without hurting others and also yourself. It's time to compromise people; both parties can get yourself in a win-win situation.
The best thing is to : SIT DOWN AND TALK.
Labels: simple as ABC
Tuesday, December 22, 2009'♥
& I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
Monday, December 21, 2009'♥
and laptop is dying on me, yet again.
all i need to do now is to get all the pictures and whats not in my hdd.
and reboot this goddamnit fast.
you are so wasting my time.
in th meanwhile, you take care people.
i miss my bitches and jerks badlyyyyy )):
Friday, December 18, 2009'♥
Initially, I was about to submit Practical Lesson.
But fucking hell, someone stole it away.
Now, I have nothing to do on Sunday.
This is so killing me.
Just tell me how am I to survive for the next two weeks?
Okay, I know I need to stop complaining.
But I can't help it, this is so bothering me.
Pulling myself through the past two days is not easy.
Just try to find ideas, to get out of the house.
Oh God, ape lah nasib gue dong.
anws, wish me luck for tomorrow's evaluation people.
If only I made it through, then I'll just have to wait for the two tests, and get over with it.
School, I wanna graduate fast please.
And I got Bs' for all my first UT.
I is so happy!
Have yet to see my grade for psychology.
Labels: happier than i thought.
Thursday, December 17, 2009'♥
I'm managing everything by myself.
God, I know you are going to help me with it.
I hope everything will go on smoothly.
Just this last time, to make it right again. I hope.
Labels: I miss you and I love you.
Monday, December 14, 2009'♥
"True love is a choice you must make, and you are the one I set my heart to choose."
"I can't be there next to you, to love you and hold you. But I am right here loving you from a far."
Labels: the truth
Sunday, December 13, 2009'♥
Because in life, you have to play fair.
Never expect anything in return.
Always give and take where possible.
You don't lose a thing in the end.
Let your mind control your actions.
Feelings will destroy you further.
Don't judge matters or someone.
Because people will judge you worst than you can ever think of.
Don't make a stand, when you can't even stand on your two feet.
Everything has to start from the scratch.
Keeping quiet does not mean that you are the loser.
Because you give in; a little effort to stop brooding.
Now you get it?
This is all about taking risk.
Friday, December 11, 2009'♥
I feel so uptight right now. Please don't ask me. And if you ever feel a pinch reading this, you deserve it alright.
As much as I am pretty concern, I think you don't have to get yourself involve with things that I am dealing with. Don't you have a life that your life tends to get so bored that you get yourself in my shoes? Now that you destroy me, are you happy now? What's there to gossip about me when you have your own responsibility to deal with. You suck, I really mean it this time. Kalau dah bosan dengan hidup, pegi fly kite uh sia. BODOH NYE BUDAK. Jadi jantan, tak mau jadi kpo. Duduk kedai kopi sudah ngan makcik headquarters.
That was just a summary. I'll elaborate more in my own space.
I is so geram gileeee. WTH is with you? I bear no grudges and you are ruining my life? My future, my r________________?
on a lighter note.
I'm going Korea baby((: I is so happy.
And mommy, I need kachings for Bangkok! pretty pleassseeeee.
Labels: fuck your mom's ass i tell you
Wednesday, December 09, 2009'♥
I'm running out of pictures. Even if my phone is flooded with too many pictures, but still, I don't even have the time or even bother to upload pictures to my laptop. 2 more lessons to go, and I will be enjoying my three weeks break which I think I deserve it. I really need a good rest. My body is not working well these days, and I am really shagged with school days, moreover, with no break in between the week. I will be having my UT later and yet I do nothing about it. This time, I'll just try my very best. I scored a B for the previous UT and I am really happy. Thank you God. ((:
Things are pretty dry, cause life is more like a routine than enjoying my life to the fullest. I can't wait to go Bangkok with my bitches. I hope it will happen because mom gave me a green light, which is really rare alright. As for Korea trip, mell and me is placed on the waiting list. That sucks because both of us want to go there badly. And I hope all those menyebok year two students, will fall out. And then, we can go! I need holidays after so much of hurdles in life!
I have enrolled. I was so stupid yesterday because I really do not know what to do and how is the procedure like. And I think I have to wear a spectacle cause I really can't see features at long distance. I think I need to consume more vegetables. But that is so unlikely of me. Anyways, thank you so much RP for the idea of using laptop in school, and now I have a bad eyesight. hmph!
I think I type a lot. Here's a little note for you yeah ((:
Thank you so much for accompanying me to BBDC again to attend the briefing and assist me with the booking though I still don't understand. And not forgetting the dinner too. I appreciate it a lot. I am happy to be able to see you. Hope things are doing fine yeah. ((:
NADD! I miss you.
I miss jaja, affan, dzuhir, khai and a lot a lot more people. I swear I'm going to buy a house here next year. Mom, you gotta help me in this! okay lah, bye!
Labels: again and again
Monday, December 07, 2009'♥
I know I need to do something with my space here. Pardon me for my absence; have been taking my time to amend these feelings from agony to sorrows etc. Apology everyone.
Well, I have so many things to say but I don't know where to begin. Well, the 'what's new' is unnecessary to update in here. Everything is going on perfectly fine, okay, no i lied. I just need more time to re-adjust all these stupid things that has been haunting me and I'm sure to be back on my two feet.
What's with me? I'm done with my FYP and it suck the hell out of me. I have been having my hard time and I think I have not performed my very best. Well, I'm done with it, so I have to get over with it.
I've created a new blog. But still, I will always update here more often than any others. Okay, tak perlu bilang but I can't keep things to myself, as always. I'm going to for car enrolment and I am still considering to take automatic or manual. I IS FICKLE, FOREVER.
Labels: i love you more
Tuesday, December 01, 2009'♥
Thank you so much for everything.
I appreciate it.
I love you, still.
This love will never deplete.
Labels: this is the end.