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Wednesday, August 22, 2007'♥

blogger has gone nuts yesterday and i faced a hard time posting . take a look at my previous entries, it appeared twice though i delete 3/4 of the same drafts. how pissed off am i yesterday and yana cooled me off. you gotta pay for this man bloggy? noti ehk. tsk.
school yesterday was great though we present a slide each. and for the past two days, i am in the same group as YK and i cant stand him. asking weird questions about people's boifee. and i still wonder why is he s curious about masnashzreen! [did i get his name spelled correctly yana? LOLx]haha. *smack forehead* YK YK. ure one of a kind man. let me give you a sound advice; dont be a gay when you grow up because you prove me enough that you have loads of interests on guys. especially Cun Ye okei?
and yea. first semester is coming to an end and im going to mis W14K. when after school hols, ill have to make new friends again. damn. how tedious can that be. well, i guess i need to provide RP with some suggestions
a) dont change class
b) dont present everyday because we are sick of it.
c) we need some lecture
d) and we need textbooks now.
:))
and yea back to the topic again,im going to miss my classmates. at this very last minutes, then i start to realise how wonderful my classmates are. they are there for me and give my endless advice and support though im on the aisles of the building. especially greg, yana, shila, faaiz, qaiyum and syasya who would always provide me their listening ears when i fight with him. but, they didnt get themselves involve in our matter but support me and encourage me not to give up. thanks peeps.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.
round up about yesterday.
coffeeshop-ped during the second break with my classmates and our neighbour. laugh to their jokes and try to make myself smile on that day though im down with problems. and faaiz, i pity you for you were bulied by the 18's cliques. grow up fast okei?
class ended at three. and slack in class. with yana and not forgetting alfonso and gang too. time's up so we head off home. i was so shagged by then but i never failed to meet my dearest. and thanks for the day baby.
i love it! i know i couldnt ask for more.
ok. update again later when im free.
study study study!
tomorrow oral !!
yana, thanks okei? ure such a great grreat besfren! :))

Thought of You @1:37 PM



Tuesday, August 21, 2007'♥

nothing much in school today.
there are like 15-20 peeps in class during the 1st & snd meeting.
and during the meeting 3, we are only down with 10 peeps.
thank God i stayed. thought of leaving half-way but im afraid he might scold me.
he dislikes it when i CABOT halfway.

i went to mit him and he vent out his anger on me and i just kept quiet due to EGO-ness. moreover, im in no mood to spice up the fight, so id rather keep my mouth shut. everything is back to normal like we used to. thanks BB.

i was at woodlands platform when i saw these family. the stared at me and SA. and they commented us. like duh~ who cares! and guess wad? mak ngn anak sama sei! the mother is also as lunatic just like her daughter. get a life. rumah kate pegi, kubur kate mari. beribah la sikit. astagha'firullah'alazim

went to jamming with the R.I.P. i was there to jusge their songs. okei. not bad. they are open to all genre. it was splendid time with you guys.
ill rank the songs okei?

1) nightmare - im so in love with the solo! kip it up waewae![two thumbs up!]
2) heavy - it was too heavy and ear-piercing but great though.
3) walk away- too emo but meaningful. mixture of emo and punk here and there!
4) cant take my eyes off you - it makes me wanna sing along
5) time is running out- you guys ave to work hard on this song.

saf, im sure you can perform better. i have faith in you. ill support you ok? dont be afraid. but geat! work on it! and im in love with R.I.P okei? yak ali, baba. okok. stop the crap.

im down with oral on the day after tomorrow. hoping to do well on it.
wish me luck okei. haha.


and baby: youve made your promises ok? dont break it this time round though promises are meant to be broken. prove it to me that you're one in a million man.
and
I LOVE YOU

dats all for now. :)

Thought of You @11:43 AM



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nothing much in school today.
there are like 15-20 peeps in class during the 1st & snd meeting.
and during the meeting 3, we are only down with 10 peeps.
thank God i stayed. thought of leaving half-way but im afraid he might scold me.
he dislikes it when i CABOT halfway.

i went to mit him and he vent out his anger on me and i just kept quiet due to EGO-ness. moreover, im in no mood to spice up the fight, so id rather keep my mouth shut. everything is back to normal like we used to. thanks BB.

i was at woodlands platform when i saw these family. the stared at me and SA. and they commented us. like duh~ who cares! and guess wad? mak ngn anak sama sei! the mother is also as lunatic just like her daughter. get a life. rumah kate pegi, kubur kate mari. beribah la sikit. astagha'firullah'alazim

went to jamming with the R.I.P. i was there to jusge their songs. okei. not bad. they are open to all genre. it was splendid time with you guys.
ill rank the songs okei?

1) nightmare - im so in love with the solo! kip it up waewae![two thumbs up!]
2) heavy - it was too heavy and ear-piercing but great though.
3) walk away- too emo but meaningful. mixture of emo and punk here and there!
4) cant take my eyes off you - it makes me wanna sing along
5) time is running out- you guys ave to work hard on this song.

saf, im sure you can perform better. i have faith in you. ill support you ok? dont be afraid. but geat! work on it! and im in love with R.I.P okei? yak ali, baba. okok. stop the crap.

im down with oral on the day after tomorrow. hoping to do well on it.

and baby: youve made your promises ok? dont break it this time round though promises are meant to be broken. prove it to me that you're one in a million man.
and
I LOVE YOU

dats all for now. :)

Thought of You @11:31 AM



Monday, August 20, 2007'♥

i have not been updating for almost a week.
it's not that i dont wish to update but im stuck at home all the way because im down with fever.
+ friday, it is a self-declared hols. LOLx. cant be bothered to go to school.
and wad did i end up with? 2 Ds okei? hows that? great isn't it?

let me summarise up what have i done for the past few days;
tuesday; ut and went back home after 2nd meeting.
wednesday at home.
thursday went for UT and town. and back home. study at night.
friday went to my sister's place, got MAKAN2. i cant resist steamboat.
saturday, was a whole lot fun.
sunday, at home. night falss, sit at the void deck alone and smoke ciggys. STRESS.

saturday; though it start off with the ridiculous fight,nevertheless it was great.
we went to bugis to catch our late lunch at KFC and i eat alot though im tremendously full. i even want to eat up his meal since he cant finish it, but he refrain me from doing so. reason; you have to watch your diet. window-shopped and something happened when he wanted to withdraw money. head off to marina square. window-shopped and pool. result : draw 2-2. okok, im not that bad either. LOLX. catch fireworks. im so happi while watching it and having him hugging from the back, i melt to my knees. wish granted, thanks. how romantic can that be. watch a mini concert by the bay and bump into kak bya and ... i bumped with tons of great people. and go back home after that. and i mish aidil.

we capture picture together next week okei bb? now bo lui.

sori for hurling vulgarities at you; but i cant stand the way we are now. in a position where nothing can be done but just sit down and wait. so bear with it okei?
we have to face it together. shall not elaborate on it ani longer. im too stressed up!

till here peeps.

ps; i dreamt about him for 3 consecutive days. anitin to add on to it? best and bad dreams. the last dream i had; crazy and i dont wish it to happen either. illusions.

some things are better left unsaid here. i dun wanna hurt any party feelings.
moreover, im having loads of outsider reading my blogg, so have to beware with my words.


till here. study now! update lata!

Thought of You @9:31 AM



Monday, August 13, 2007'♥

last 4 days has been ABSOLUTELY GREAT! i enjoyed myself to the fullest; thanks to the people who are willing to spend their time on me especially HIM.

On Thursday, I went to City Hall with him. In the morning, it was the worst thing ever. We meet up and there are chaos going around between us. Anyway, I manage to settle the whole thing and uphold SYAREEZ. Thanks for giving me the opportunity once again to amend everything back together. And a sorry I must say for hurting you badly; again and again. This time round, I’ll do what I am supposed to and find every means to stick that smile on your face. After which I went home and mugging.

Head off to City Hall and meet him. The moment I catch the fireworks; I feel like pouring. Don’t you feel the same way? And I must say I AM PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN OKEI?

And guess what? i bumped into with tons of my long lost friends. first, i met up with my promary school mate; shafiza. we were sitting quite near yet i dont recognise her. did loads of catching up with her aboout our primary school moments together.

next up; in the train, i bumped into Hazwan. chat with him and his gf concerning their school. they have not been coming to school for weeks. wan, dtg skola tao. kite sume risao psl kao.

Saturday nothing much either; Went to my sister house, tutoring my niece in mathematics. She improved a lot. My sister dropped me at Singapore Sports School to catch him play soccer. My sister intention is to fetch him but I guess he PAISEY la therefore he went off with the troupe. So meet him at GOMBAK. Then we head off to causeway point to catch RUSH HOUR 3. The movie is worth paying for. It was a hilarious movie; I laugh my heads off. While watching, someone farted. DAMN!in the train, i bumped into my another primary school mate; hafiz. i just said Hi to him. Reached home at 12++ and dozed off at 4 am after chatting with him over the phone for a short while.

Sunday; Wake up at 9 and accompany my mother for breakfast at the coffee shop. Went to my sister’s house, slacked and meet him at specified time. Did a little bit of studying, recall on my p.o.a shits. So there goes the day.

and now, im in school having communication module. new faci, but kinda nerd. she is a malay. maybe we're new to her and so is she. hope to know her better. make the last 2 lesson worthwhile okei?

biby, i love you so much =)
work out together okei if you really love me.
i cant afford to lose you.
please stay.

gtg.
update soon!

Thought of You @10:32 AM



Wednesday, August 08, 2007'♥

syasya. this post is for you ok. haha. i almost forget about it. so here it goes. the 10 habits right? LOLx.

1) wake up, look at my hp to catch the time and ani messages/call while asleep
2) squeeze my pimple before i bathe
3) stare at my cupboard for a minute and think nothing
3) drink a Hot milo evry morning
4) laugh throhout the day
5) read his LOVEY-DOVEY messages before i head off to sleep
6) disturb my mother, and make her nag early in the morning
7) dislike flatulence in quiet place, but bomb it when it comes to the crowd
8) listen to 'anonymous' whenever i tune in to my mp3 or lappy
9) make unneccesary noise in class; and let the teacher stare at me.
10)my favourite phrase 'noti2, POK uh!' [ ok i noe so bdk2 kn? lol!

that about it. 2 post for the day. it can last for a week.

ok GO.
still missing.

Thought of You @11:24 AM



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i dont wish to blurt everything in my blogg animore. ill keep mi promise and i am still keeping it for now. i feel rather lost when im not forgiven for the slightest mistakes done. ok wadeva it is. i dont wish to prolong this matter. throw all those chat logs cause i dont wish to read it animore. hazard? indeed. maybe i dont have the right to know the whole conversation, do i? conclusion. I SHALL NOT BE A KPO ANIMORE SINCE I CANT DO THINGS WHICH INCLUDE CONCERNS. i know everyone deserve a personal space, ok i want that too. so why bother? stupid la me. ok. enough said. put all those aside. lets talk about the fun part.

tomoro marks 42nd year of independence. im proud to be a singaporean. i LOVE it. and we are still standing strong. general mindset; no one owes us a living.

anibodi,watch fireworks tomoro? i wanna follow can i? im bored at home and i deserve a break man. im sick and tired of lapping and mugging at home and in school. i need some fresh air. im sick. bring me bring me. yana kuar besok? dah lame tk kuar same2 tao.

HOOD!! fireworks okei? i mish u guys. when was the last time we go out together? 9 months ago? LOLx. rush hour 3 ok darling? im waiting. beep mi at night ok? we plan for tomolo. my school mates? diam ajek.

so looking forward to the class pit. its time to blast! i SO SO cant wait. counting down to those days.

letters to u;
take care. i apologised for shit made.
i know its hard to accept things. ill give you time. dont tell mi i dont give a damn on it ok? trying to amik hati [like u always say.LOL] and understand you more. kill those barriers, widen those freedom okei? dont get me wrong aite?

OK GO.
missing someone.
who can that lucky person be?
besides him la. LOL
duh
ok bye. post soon.

Thought of You @9:13 AM



Monday, August 06, 2007'♥

i dont know how to start off for my entry this time round.
i have tons of things to write down.

let me start off with friday.
after school, me and him went to catch a movie, The simpsons.
the movie is not worth the money. SUPER DUPER LAME
ill rate it 3.5/5.
along the way, we had a slight fight but i manage to control it somehow.
and everything turn out to be just the way it seems to be. =)
i managed to control my anger somehow. hurhur
and we both went back under the same roof.

saturday: wake up cook for him with what is left in the refrigerator.
then both of us went to VIVO with the rest.
haziq, i feel like strangling you in the pet shop.
it wasa great outing with his cuzzins.
i want more ok bb? teehee. =)
we laughed our heads off over stupid actions done by the hamsters.
i dont know what is so funny yet we laugh like a freak sia.
head off to his aunt house and back home in the morning.

sunday: sleep all the way till two.
slack and slack.
till 7. eat and go back home.
do a little bit of studying.

and now, im stuck in school chair doing nothing except for starin at blank spaces.
my mind and heart did not feel right now.
i think something bad is going to happen.
not to say that i can predict the future, but thats my specialty ok?

bb. take care of urself.
i dont mind not meeting you up.
afterall, your health is more important than anything else in the world.
have plenty of rest and drink up lots of plain water.
anything beep mi.
seriously, im worrying sick over you.

byes.
update soon.

Thought of You @10:54 AM



Friday, August 03, 2007'♥

I am so bored in class right now. The lesson seems so bored and my YANA CYG did not turn up today. Double boredom strikes when none participate during the discussions. Puffy eyes, people stares in front of the laptop screen, chatting and playing games except for those keen peeps will listen to what is being delivered in class. I am running through my worksheet with the facilitator. He might sound lengthy but they do make sense. He wants to be a lively facilitator but it don’t seem to work for me. I am sleepy for I sleep late last night, mugging.

Last Tuesday was great! I thought of enjoying as there is JUMP in school but I didn’t not turn up for the event because it seems boring at the very start and me and YANA decide to walk home. Qaiyum is being a nice guy by accompanying us wherever we go to.

Something is holding me up at the back of my mind and I intend to solve it then drag it. It takes two hands to clap. I meet up with Haikal and together we go to meet the rest. I meet him at the court but he did not talk much. I know it is my fault. How humiliating it is when someone talk bad about u at his/her blog. And now, he did not wish to read my blog. I am the one to blame. Being someone who is so self-centred and only selfish; only think about my feelings without considering yours. I can’t do anything much but just apologized. I cried in front of him.

Bb, I remorse for what had happened and now that I have made a deep cut in your heart, let me amend it all. I know you don’t trust and love me like before and I’ll prove it to you that I’m going to be the best girlfriend and I will change and improve on myself. Should there be any mistakes done, I would like to apologized.
And so, I SO SO can’t wait to meet him up today. To watch Simpsons!

To all peeps, happy weekends!!

Thought of You @11:05 AM







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