Thursday, April 24, 2008'♥
stressful ?? YES I AM !! there are so many things for me to catch up these days , and i really really cant cope with it . everyday science , and it is not easy . imagine ; a lesson which covers around 3 to 4 topics ! and in one week before the next lesson , i must master the previous lesson ! i need to go in depth from what i have learnt in previous lesson in the next lesson . ( i noe its confusing reading this, but try to get the idea okei) stress stress stress !!
tomorrow is my first visit to the lab. and guess what ? i cant wait to go to the lab and do some mixtures of chemicals ! but the freaking problem is i have not purchase my lab coat . how sucks can that be ? school's lab coat is expensive and buruk . oh please , where to buy now ? *dang* stupid me for searching it at the last minute. stress stress !!
and on the 26th, it will be my 17 monthsary and i have no money to buy for him anything or even have our dinner together . and alot of things is going to happen ! and his cousin's birthday falls on the same day . ouh please , how now ? stress stress !!
next up ! my PP (Proffesional Profiling); i have not even touch on it or even have any idea about what am i going to touch on . ouh shit ! and the deadline is 7th may . what am i suppose to do ? i have no idea . i have to write up 2 000 words and it should be formal . my english aint perfect or great or good . how ? give me idea please . stress stress !!
i have > $ 1 k debts ! and how am i suppose to settle it down ? urgh , why these things happen only at THIS time ! oh gosh . im not going to tell you how do i have like so many debts unless you are going to settle it down for me . *Grin* oh no , feeling miserable now , really , to the earth's core . :S
i feel shitty right now . so many things came crashing down on me . i really need someone to help me out this time round . ouh please , any lucky person, be it stranger , the one i know , or get to know , my loved ones , anibody ! oh please .
24-hour a day is not enough . i have insufficient sleep and insufficient time to do my revision .
please , i need more space for my revision now . dont clog things up at the very last second cause you know i hate it . i will discipline myself to study , i swear i will . and when i say im not tagging , i hope you understand .
catching up basics . then ill go on advance .
goodbye people . i feel better letting my intensity down .
two more days :D:D:D
i bumped into my sec 2/3 crush in the train just now . ouh, tan wee hong ! i guess he cant recognise me either .