i wish i could update since i have a lot of free time right now .
but due to some reasons , i just cant find myself putting my thoughts into words .
i wish i could do that , because it seems so heavy in my head .
i dont wish to say something which may hurt others .
i had enough of hurting people .
when i keep quiet , that doesnt mean i lose right , but i respect you fo who you are
and in anyway , i dont wish to hurt your feelings at all .
please , you have to get my points right .
i have my own reasons as to why i behave that way .
you cant blame me for i change and not be like before , but you have to accept for who i am now .


ouh if things are meant fo us , it will never fade away alright ?
you know ive been longing fo you , and now that i have you , and now that we are ______ (fill in the blank) , what makes you think i wanna lose you just like that ?
i dont wish to suffer , it is painful .
ouh , i cant talk any longer .
im juggling with my feelings right now .
all i need is God ....