when everything seems so hard on me.

and you were not here.

you know how much i hate laying down my weaknesses here in my blog.

but i have to do it, am i left with any other choice?

now you tell me.

because you did not talk to me either.

what on earth is happening?

as much as you are trying to run away from fact, it will soon haunt you.

settle this while i last in this world.

because when im no longer there, it will ponder you back again.

didnt i tell you, god is fair?

an apology because i privatised my blog for a moment because i blog my lungs out. and i really have no choice but to let it out. but then again, ive taken it out from being published. i draft it baby.