please give me some fresh air to breathe.
praises to God, ive pulled through my first week of lessons.
im doing great so far.
and im starting to fall in love with three modules which i have taken.
i hate th other one, biomaterial.
well to be specific, i find biomaterial is interesting but what i hate is th facilitator.
she is so annoying and she pretends to be th most fiercest facilitator in RP.
even when one ask a question, she will shout at you. how insane can she be?
fuck you.
i swear im going to kill her with my words one day.
because of her, i dare not to speak up in class.
i turn into a mouse having her in th class.
i tend to have low confidence and self-esteem.
i cant afford to lose all th capabilities in me.
and i dont mean to be sensitive.
but you know the qualities that you have fades away? and you need to build up on it again.
so that sucks when im starting to love th lesson and yet the facilitator is not working.

i feel like changing class or substitute with another module,
but then again, being fickle forever,
i think of enduring with her fo another 14 weeks.
god, i need mercy in everything that i do.
because i want to score well and i need people to be humble enough to conduct and delivery a good lesson.
amin.

anws, happy weekends.!
and love's birthday is in 2 days time, so is our anniversary.
i swear ive not prepared a little for him.
been planning and planning. hope it works ((: