Saturday, May 24, 2008'♥
well i guess it is time to update mine . im sorry for my absence these few days . ive not been an active blogger due to some problems faced by my friends . and yea , i was the one helping , consoling , cheering . but sometimes , poeple tend not to appreciate someone's deed . well , im not asking OR begging you to thank me for helping you but i guess you are big enough to be appreciative and knows how to differentiate between wrong and right , ya ?
i dont feel regretful for the decision made because i know someone out there deserves my attention . and thanks for making me realise that having you by my side is not what really defines best friend . i thought you were there to console me , to wipe off my tears , to cheer me up . but all you did wad left me all alone when im all pouring . nevermind . thanks for the past 8 years of friendship yet not meaningful . there are no sweet memories that is worth for me to remisnisce on . NOTHING !
i am thankful having him by my side . he has been there advising me on what to do tomorrow and my future . he is there when i had a slight misunderstanding with my friends . he is there to accompany me when im doing revision at night through the fon . he is there , beside my bed when im sick .
im sorry for being a clumsy girl for the past 18 months . but i swear to you , that was the best time i had in my life when im with you . i am thankful for having such a close-to-perfection boifren . this is my first longest relationship . lets make it last okei baby ? insya'allah .
I LOVE YOU FAREEZ AZHAR ((:
Thought of You @12:18 PM
