Monday, September 17, 2007'♥
school starts today and its killing me.i couldnt wake up in the morning yet i dragged my feets to the bathroom.get myself all well dressed up and i meet my dearly yana at the usual place.well, i have to say that i mish her alot.now that we are separated, we could no longer share our secrets and common interests.no more new songs from her, no more eating meals with her despite the fasting month.we can only meet like 1/2 hour a day and during replug only when both agree to go. :)well, im going to mish those times. but i have to move on.despite all that happened, i regard it as the ups and downs of my life.i make new friends with my team mates.i could see smiles written all over their faces.they are friendly, i must say. they introduced themselves.and we laugh at the same jokes.aniwae, it was great. luckily jennifer [mimi's classmates] is in the same class as me.at least i can talk to her though when necessary.there are a total of 7 malays in the same class but i didnt noe them all.hope to noe them one day :)presentation sucks.i stuttered throughout the explanations.and thank GOD my facilitator halt me by discussing with the class about the points brought up.you saved me DANNY.YESTERDAYi didnt enjoy my weekends due to the fasting month.no more towning slacking and spending time with my loved ones.aniwaes, my brother and his family shifted to my house.and hell yes! i am SO SO esctatic.i have friends to talk to and someone to study with.no matter wad, baby you are never forgotten okei?and yes; he helped my family with the shoving things from woodlands to jurong.and he had his night at my house.it was a splendid time with him.after two days of not meeting up.and i owe him a treat!bb, johor okei?and yesterday night on the phone was the sweetest thing.we chatted for awhile and he was so sweet.i dont want to ask for more, well, you made my day dear ais :)and ya.im lost right now.im in no good terms with him.hoping things to be just the way it is.i never want to let him go. i love him so.and yea, i hope wad you dreamt was just a dream.i dont want it to happen in reality and neither do i wish to betray you sweetheart.you're my soul that keeps me breathing.about the geylang tingy, i am sorry.i noe i am so ego and too emotional.and sory for saying bodo to you though i didnt mean to.well, i admit i am an attention seeker.commitments; wad can you say?lets forgive and forget like you always say?we shall never brood about small matters.promise me you wont let me go dear?this heart; it beats, beats for only you :)center>
