Friday, August 03, 2007'♥
I am so bored in class right now. The lesson seems so bored and my YANA CYG did not turn up today. Double boredom strikes when none participate during the discussions. Puffy eyes, people stares in front of the laptop screen, chatting and playing games except for those keen peeps will listen to what is being delivered in class. I am running through my worksheet with the facilitator. He might sound lengthy but they do make sense. He wants to be a lively facilitator but it don’t seem to work for me. I am sleepy for I sleep late last night, mugging.
Last Tuesday was great! I thought of enjoying as there is JUMP in school but I didn’t not turn up for the event because it seems boring at the very start and me and YANA decide to walk home. Qaiyum is being a nice guy by accompanying us wherever we go to.
Something is holding me up at the back of my mind and I intend to solve it then drag it. It takes two hands to clap. I meet up with Haikal and together we go to meet the rest. I meet him at the court but he did not talk much. I know it is my fault. How humiliating it is when someone talk bad about u at his/her blog. And now, he did not wish to read my blog. I am the one to blame. Being someone who is so self-centred and only selfish; only think about my feelings without considering yours. I can’t do anything much but just apologized. I cried in front of him.
Bb, I remorse for what had happened and now that I have made a deep cut in your heart, let me amend it all. I know you don’t trust and love me like before and I’ll prove it to you that I’m going to be the best girlfriend and I will change and improve on myself. Should there be any mistakes done, I would like to apologized.
And so, I SO SO can’t wait to meet him up today. To watch Simpsons!
To all peeps, happy weekends!!
