Yes I know it comes to a point where I will be demoralised again and again.
People change, you agree? So do I? I changed to becoming a better person.
I don't wish to cling on to the past that I had, please forgive me.
I hate it so much, that I will cry, too much of a disappointment with myself.
You don't know how it feels to live my life that way which I don't wish either.
Please don't take it as a strong point to you to get me all loosen up and surrender.
I still have my pride, my dignity. I would thank you if you could pay some respect to that at the very least.
I am feeling all useless, helpless.
But this is what God has stated down for me, and I need to face it.
You think I want it so much, I don't, for goodness sake.
I feel all disgusted with myself. Do you ever know that?
I can't run away from reality, from fate.
I will accept all the sarcasm made by people, because I changed and not dwell on it so much.
But please, give me a chance, like how God always give to all His followers, after all mistakes made.
I am just a human, I can't be perfect.
You just don't have to bring me down with your words.
You don't have to.

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