Tuesday, April 13, 2010'♥
This was something random. I was Fb-ing, looking through my friend's profile and I tried on this thing called; The hidden meaning behind your name. So I tried mine, and it kinda snap me on the face cause if you all notice, I am not mentally stable with my relationship.
So I tried typing love's name down and view the results. I find it true though.
"Kamu tidak suka pujian dan suka mendiamkan diri. Sikap ini amat disenangi oleh teman-temanmu. Mungkin sikapmu itu menjadi teladan bagi mereka."
Don't ask me why the fuck I do that. I feel so hopeless with myself. I am a stalker every now and then hoping for something but there was never a miracle for me. What a luck! I wish he is here so that I can share my laughter and sorrow together. I just called his home and was acknowledged about him sleeping. I know, he is back to his old him, dammit. I miss the chance. I shouldn't have done that to him.
I miss my, "Mr. Nice Guy". I hope he will take note of it. Tear up my heart and think through it carefully. Come on, I am so tired of us brooding about the same old thing. Have we not draw any conclusion to it? please lah baby. Please Please please please. I surrender, you win. I can't afford to lengthen the matter with someone whom I love. I made a mistake, am i ego and not make things up to you. I pujok, I tried every means seh, but you jual mahal. Come on lah, its a small matter kan. Ya allah.
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