Oh God, it has been two months that I pretended like nothing has ever happened to me and you people may thought I am having a smooth and safe journey throughout the past two months. But no, I had a hell of a ride. I missed my ____________ for two months and it is not funny, AT ALL. I swear I am all scared to face up the truth or even the world. I kept all things to myself. I run away to KL for a break for a reason. You don't even know what's deep inside me.

And now, you ask for it again and again. Where exactly have I gone wrong? Tell me. You know I always want you in my life. You know me the best, so what else? I tried my very best to uphold everything but why do you just have to ruin it? You wanted to leave me so much, with me in this kind of situation. Now let me tell the whole world about it. How I felt, what I am facing now. I am at the most miserable state of mind, and you are not even there, to guide me through, when these things has been created by you and me. Where's the mercy for me? Now, you want me to face it all alone? You're totally absurd. I ain't working and I don't even have a money to spare for the kit. And you are here ignoring me like it is none of your fucking business. You think I go around and do it with the rest? I ain't a cheapskate bitch.

I'd rather fuck for money than fuck for baby.

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