This picture was taken in KL few years back.

Well, tomorrow is my brother's birthday. And obviously, I didn't buy him anything. Well, I'm not being stingy but the fact is that I can't even get through him, and what's more with meeting him up? If I ever get the chance to meet him tomorrow, I'd straight away queue at Singapore pools and purchase a no., I tell you. Well, a lot of things have changed, but I don't know how to put all these in words. Well, we need to move on, put all those stupid unnecessary things behind, over your shoulder and live your life to the fullest. What's there to think when people around you don't give a damn about it. I guess mom has been thinking about it more than I did. Don't kill your brain cells mommy, lets get over it, especially for someone who don't appreciate you and cherish you as a mother. move on and fuck it, like I've said.

On the other hand, I miss him. Yes, I am contradicting myself with what I have just said above. But I really miss him. Come on, if i don't miss my brother, then Im not a human. Hope things will go well. What more can I do. I guess I have put my effort in doing everything that I could, but since it turns futile, I am not giving up but just putting matters to rest.

Tomorrow is BTT. break lose, hope I can do it. Wish me luck babiess!