I guess I am having a hard time juggling with my emotions. Well, not many people know about it; only the ones whom I am close with. Well, I am ecstatic and forlorn at the same time. All these mixed feelings bother me so much, that I need to go to an open sea, and shout my lungs out. I really need a break; I want to be problem-free. Well, I do not have any problems in the first place, but people's problems are affecting me. Why do they have to suffer? I mean, we can never run away from problems, but I see people behaving cowardly and never want to talk things out at all. They would rather have tense emotions with each other rather than living happily ever after. Bodoh eh orang like that, duduk gua lagi bagus tao.

Oh, OSC is getting on my nerves. I was required to submit important documents on last Monday which I have already submitted. (I have my friends as witness) But then, I received a dozen of missed calls from the facilitator and a message which states that I need to submit it ASAP. I was so pissed off, I tell you. They can't even get the most simplest things done, and get me to come down again just to submit the same old documents. I understand you humans handling different types of issues at the same time. But where are your efficiency? You can't even get two A4 size paper, slit in between the file and submit it to the facilitator? What have you guys been doing? And please, it isn't a paper that wrote I LOVE YOU in it alright but there inside, it states all my personal particulars as well as money issues. I can submit the same second documents and get money deducted twice, you know. Use your brain lahhhhhhh. You are lucky enough that you made a mistake to a student, if it happens to an arrogant visitor, be prepared to get your head chop off your body.

I tell you, my type of person. I can get stress up about all the smallest thing, even on what food to eat.