Wednesday, November 25, 2009'♥
I did not go to school today. I'm sick.
I catch a cold yesterday night.
So mother brought over 2 tablets of paracetamol and a plain water, gave it to me.
and put myself to bed.
I tried waking up early in the morning, but my head was spinning.
and again, I went to sleep informing my mother of me not going to school.
I think I need to make a decision.
About my life and also my future.
I need to reach my goals and by now, I need to know what I've been longing for.
I don't wish to put myself in a confusion state.
Where I'll keep on staring to blank spaces.
Everything sucks to me.
I thought I could cope well with it.
But it seems like I'm on the losing end.
Ouh god, please help me.
I don't what to do.
This shall not go on, I better stop here.
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