Wednesday, October 28, 2009'♥
lets clean up th dust in here.
before i start, hello lovely readers.
pardon me fo th lack of updates in here.
been pretty busy, being a sleepy head these days.
i skipped class and slept in the library yesterday.
i was so tired.
im in a busy mode these days.
i need to submit my lab report in a month's time.
and i have yet to update my student portal.
and my meeting records and research.
and my test is next week.
and im moving this saturday.
what a great world.
hows weekend?
doing great i guess.
me and him went for a swim on saturday.
he brought chicken rice which his mom has cooked. lovely.
and on sunday i went to the library to do my FYP things and he was there to accompany me.
what more can i ask for?
i appreciate every little things that you have done for me.
and thanks for working this out again.
i will try my very best to calm myself down, and i really must know how to handle things.
thank you thank you thank you.
and i had a bad communication with my family these days.
i feel like running away on th eve of th event.
i hate you people.
because you people got me trap in your position when firstly, i dont wish to get involved.
now i have to sacrifice everything.
i can do it, but one thing that i cant do and that
will be my commitment to studies.
i cant have myself to wake up 2 to 3 hours earlier than expected and rush to school and climb up and down th stairs.
can you people just spare a thought fo me?
i have my FYP.
and you guys have a transport, so you deal with it easier.
but me? with my two legs, and books and laptop.
just tell me how th hell am i to cope with everything.
if you think that i am selfish, think again.
because you are selfish to me, cause you turn everyone's life to a miserable one.
I FUCKING DONT DESERVE THIS.
AM I CLEAR NOW?
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