Saturday, August 15, 2009'♥
humans,this is it.i was so frustrated with someone,someone i still respected (thats why i dint mentio her name here).
I dont know what is becoming of her.she changed alot. To an extent where she cant be confronted. She wants me to be there.hell yea,i wanted to,but i was in school,bear that in mind.
Ive cried for u and i couldnt pretend like nothing had happened. It saddens me with th way you talk to me.or anything like that.u have changed alot.
u wanted me to open up my mind but when i did analyse the situation,u said that i judge.the bottomlien of it,u cannot be confronted.i treat u coldly after th fight because i need to let th pain subside.do you know that?i never wanna treat u like my enemy but with th way you speak to,u are treating me like one.ssince i dont wanna hurt myselfany further, i keep it shut.u wont jnow how i feel inside.
But whatever it is, im sorry for wadeva i have done,directly or indirectly if it hurts u alot.i did not mean to hurt u in a way or another but if u choose to end up separating with your bestfriend here,i will respect though that is not what i wanted.thank you fo being there.i appreciate everything that you have done for me, no one could ever repalace you. thank yiu so much,bestfriend. Ive cried fo you and im crying again.why does it all have to end this way when i think i did nothing wrong.if u think i did, like ive said,im sorry. Live ur life with ego,blet me tell u this,u are a girl and no matter how cruel u want to treat people,ull lose it ine day,everything will come crashing bavk to you. Im just so speechless and im at th voiddeck typing this down,because u make me feel so numb about u. Im left with ntg to say,but if you choose to be this way,or a nonexistence to be exact,u choosse because i dont wanna lose u.thats it. Goodbye,besyfriend.
