Thursday, August 06, 2009'♥
blogger is still sick in th ass. ouh, irritating. im gonna change domain soon if this problem still persist.
first and formal, im gonna make this post a little formal. it is fo you, hamirul hasraff.
an apology fo ive hurt you with my harsh words yesterday, i could not control my feelings and sadly, you have to be my victim. but, i just have to let it out, so you know what has been heavy on my mind since long time ago. but now, i am perfectly fine. i felt better after letting it out to you yesterday night. it was really not a biggy, well to me. yes maybe because i have hurt you a lot and thats why i said it's a no biggy. but why should we end it over such priceless rotten bitch. yes, i know its not worth th time and th effort right. im really sorry, yes i mean it now. i lowered down my ego, because i love you. you dont have to feel bad about yourself. i swallowed everything now, im moving on with you, now. so why bother too much.
im sorry fo ive spoilt this week. but im not gonna spoil this week any longer, and im stopping it yesterday. i dont want all these unnecessary issues to affect your biggest day tomorrow. if you fail tomorrow, you can go on blaming me, cause im gonna blame myself too for hurting you badly.
i could see th changes that you have done fo me. i know you tried every means to prove th whole world that you love me. and you have been a good boyfriend, really, and i appreciate everything. from fetching me right after school to feeding me nasi at your house.
and deep down, though i may sound like i hate you to th very extreme, well, these hatred has turned into love, a pure one. i love you sayang((:
im gonna be here fo you, ill do whatever it takes, not to lose you. and i will try my very best to be your best on earth girlfriend.
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