Saturday, August 22, 2009'♥
and i find it is rather meaningles fo me to blog often.
something just happened, and i could never alter myself to th new environment that im living in right now.
leading my life, without you by my side now.
why does this have to happen?
when we have so many things to do, so many things to work out for.
why did you leave me, and you leave me coldly.
is this really th end of us?
why did you have to put it to a stop after so long?
throughout all th years that ive known you?
yes, we have planned so much fo th future?
why did you have to ruin it?
well, i know it was just meant to be plans.
but, isnt that what you look out for too?
ive laid down too low, but despite all that had happened, ive brushed it all away, because i love you. now that i managed not to think of th past, you put it to a stop too?
i just cant describe th feelings that im into right now.
i felt so spoilt. maybe, im just too naive in love.
maybe, im blind.
if this love is blind, why do i keep myself to think that you are th one for me?
im all mixed up.
life is like an aftermath.
paper was a chaos. i dont know what ive pasted in th paper just now.
it was all a deep BULLSHIT!
i wanted to meet you, but im afraid you might not want to.
tell me what am i to do?
i never want to give up on you.
like i really do.
you know how much i love you? do you?
now, that you left me all alone.
how about my birthday?
i look forward to celebrate it with you?
but now,
im walking all alone.
md. hamirul hasraff, come back to me.
you know i never want to hurt you.
in th first place, do we know what we are fighting for actually?
we dont.
why this love always feel like a battlefield fo me?
i beg, i cried, i plead, i did everything.
but now, im all clueless.
god please help me in this ramadhan.
i need patience to go through all th pains.
and i need you to talk to me again, baby.
are you leaving me forever?
Labels: im all in doubt.
Thought of You @8:04 PM
