today will be of a random post .
th moment i woke up in th morning , i miss love so much .
which i dont know why .
i dont wanna disturb his sleep , he might be mad at me .

and actually , i feel something is a-missed/different in my life .
well , i dont know why .
ill pray and hope everything is going on perfectly fine .
disturbia .
just that .
and my flu is on its way here through my nose .
it freaks me out when school is invaded with H1N1 .
i took my temperature twice when i reached home yesterday .
mom asked me to consume panadol .
and she asked me whether i want to go to school today .
i was reluctant at first , but i drag myself to th toilet to bathe .
th water is super cold that im shivering like an old woman .
i think im dying soon . *CHOY*

and my grandma on my paternal's side is in coma .
ICU , NUH .
im gonna come soon .
her stroke has infected her brain .
and her brain is dying , slowly .
being scientific , she is leaving us soon because her organs will start to stop functioning .
im not prepared fo all these , not again .
though im not close , but it affects me badly .
no matter what it takes , i will always pray fo th best .

something that i very least expect will be th death of michael jackson due to cardiac arrest .
1958 - 2009 .
though im not a big fan of his , but still it affects me badly too .
no more legendary pop star , thriller , beat it .
(and we actually played those songs when we went to karaoke last week )
rest in peace .

on a lighter note .
i watched transformers ; revenge of the fallen yesterday night as booked .
ill rate it 9/10 . except fo th ending which suck lahh .
other than that , its superb , awesome , exciting , baik , power kedemak . ok enough .
and im just plain obsessed with bumble bee and optimus prime (i guess thats how it is spelt)
cute , adorable , sexy .
okay , even love find myself insane fo i go goo-goo-gaa-gaa over machines .
(okay , there are actually alot of posters in th net and im unsure which is th reall one . whatever it is , i choose bumble bee )

update soon , and happy weekends .
ill rot at home , i guess .