well , i dont know what th hell is wrong with me right now .
well , maybe this is due to th unnecessary thoughts that come by .
well , i dont know . and as far am im still breathing , ill keep all th heart ache to myself .
well , i dont know if this is a heartache fo me .
first , i really dont know whats stuck in my head .
and im trying hard to think of whats not actually .
ouh , im just so emotionally disturbed and mentally exhausted .
i think i need a walk / jog that can help me to breathe in better fresh air .
and also ease my mind . ill do it at midnight .
i just need some time alone .
maybe its PMS . ouh , i dont know .
very susah hati now you know .
at time i feel like shouting , i feel like smiling and i feel like laughing .
just what is in my head . you gotta ask me ; and i gotta say is idk .
and i dont feel like going to school tomorrow .
school is effing mundane . do th same thing , get a life lah RP .
i feel like stoning at a corner of my room and not think of anything in th world .
th feeling that im in now , sucks very muc that i feel like knocking my head on th wall .
can someone make me smile ?
this is about me and no one is involve in this .
i just need someone to talk to , maybe .


if you let your past haunt you down , that will hinder you from moving on to your future .