ouh , im pretty aware that everytime i log in to blogger to blog (DUH)
its either i share about my happy moments with th lovely people OR start complaining even about the slightest thing .

i left school halfway yesterday because
1. lesson sucks to th earth's core
2. classmates are too quiet
3. facilitator is too draggy
4. my cliques did not turn up fo school
so all these are the major factors explains why i left school early .

commitments have been heavy on my mind .
its either about school or family .
i know ive been neglecting my family a lot these days .
ill come back home late at night when they are asleep .
even if im back home early , ill spend the rest of my day sleeping .
and wake up in th middle of th night to do some studying .
suprisingly , on one of th days , mother knew i was hungry .
she fried fo me an egg and make a coffee so that i could get on with my studies .
ouh yes , i slept when i was halfway through my revision on th table .
thanks a lot mommy ((:

datelines are getting nearer .
gawd , i could never imagine myelf stepping out of RP .
what should i do .
everytime , when i sit with love .
we will plan so much fo our future .
and he has been very sweet to me and it makes my knees weak .
anws , though love's birthday is still a long way to go .
i have planned what i should do this time round fo him .
and i hope this will be a better surprise than last year .
ive made a list on what to do and what to buy . ouh gawd .

schhooooooollllll .
i thought that im th only one who would love to quit school .
but when i go around asking , there are a lot actually .
but they just endure and breath easy through th days till graduation .
ouh yeah , i wish i could do that too .
and i have not update my log book .
fo people who are really curious of what a log book is ;
it is where you do th report on what was done in the lab .
not forgetting th literature view you have done at home .
and things which you have just and yet to discover .
i wrote up till th 7th meeting and sadly i did it wrongly .
so that means i have to do it again .
because i did not include pictures on what was done in the lab .

i have not done any online report .
i have 19 more meetings to splat out in th student portal .
fuck , SAS have got a lot of things to do .

and i have yet to submit my draft fo my lab report where i need to vommit 3000 words in it .
and tell you what , i really couldnt cope with all these shits !
seriously , it has been bugging me even in my nightmares .
oh yes , i had enough of complaining .

and just imagine , th last weekend .
while i was studying , i cried .
because it is just so stressful when i couldnt even understand what on earth am i doing .
so , you see how stressful i am ?
i need a chill pill baby .
can someone just bring me to a nice and quiet place , and let me cool my mind off .
so that , i could do this right , this time round .

aku hanya ingin kao tahu
besarnya cintaku
tingginya hayalku bersamamu ((:

mohd hamirul hasraff , i love you baby ((: