i wish i could start on revision on lessons which i did not attend .
i wish i could start mugging now .
i wish i could start elaborating ideas in report writing .
i wish i could have all lab works written in my log book now .
i wish i could get done with problem sums fo my tutor .
ill keep on wishing when i know it will never come true with no effort in it .
but i just need a motivator who could be there beside me , while im doing my stupid shit .
sitting at home is not helping me , because i do not have a proper study table to start mugging .
and how i wish wireless exist in my house so that i dont have to stuck in my sis's room and sit down on th floor and do my work .
because ill get my legs all semot2 lahh .

i have a lot of datelines to meet . fuck and im not doing anything about it at all .
i just cant be bothered .

sayang , im sorry if i turn you down last night .
or whoever turns me down last night .
but seriously , i will always love you .
and sayang , i wanted to tell you this .
and i dont have enough courage to .
so yeah , ill jjust have to wait fo th perfect time .
answer my call soon , i know you are sound asleep now baby .
i miss you like crazy , i miss you like crazy .