hello thursday .
ouh , pardon me fo th lack of updates .

something which im really proud to say is .
im starting to get my log book written down .
doing some quick revision .
get my butts in school now no matter how tired i can be .
ouh yeah , it feels so good when i feel my normal self .
so no more unnecessary issues to deal with okay .
im superbly tired dwelling on all th shits that people have caused me to suffer .
and yea , enough of brooding over small things .
because i have better things to do like think about my future ?
and im going to work hard fo it .
and yes , though plans are just plans , but still i wanna make it happen .
hold on to me tight baby ((: i love you so much

so yeah , in my PSEA account , i have $1200 left in it .
so yeah , facilitators are encouraging all th year 3 students to go on a holiday .
and there are three trips coming up .
to Korea
to Japan
and to Thailand .

KOREA trip is full so yes , i have to give it a miss .
moreover , the faci incharge is song sin nee , what makes you think she is going to select me ?
okay move on .
JAPAN trip prioritise Environmental Science students .
but still , im in SAS , so there are chances of me to get selected .
th trip is $2000+ (if im not wrong)
so i have to pay 900 + cash .
so yeah , again i have to give it a miss .
cause i dont think mom have sufficient money fo that .
shopping lagiii . HAHAH !
THAILAND seems so perfect .
i think i shall go with it .
but its 11 days trip .

but th bottom line of them all , i really dont know where to go .
moreover , there are cases like H1N1 virus around .
testing of nuclear weapon .
and still i feel safe in singapore .
i never wanna get myself mutated once im back home .
ouh help me , im indecisive enough .
talking to mom is not helping me either .
because , she will say a straight NO .
i guess ill talk to my sisters and brothers and help them psycho mom with it .
okay go , class starting soon .

and gary , i miss you i miss you i miss you