dearest bestfriend .
i think we are drifting apart .
and i never blame you for that .
maybe its just fated .
though things could never be like before .
i just want you to know that .
the bottom line is
i still love you and cherish you as a bestfriend of mine .
i miss th old us .
th fun times we had spent on each other .
all those sacrifices you have done fo me .
if i were to go one day .
its not that i want to .
but things are on its edge .
and theres nothing i could do when it comes to this .
maybe im just a quitter in friendship . im stupid . i admit it .
i have this hopeless weaknesses .
and as muc as i did try to work on it , to no avail babe .
ouh , i just dont know what to do .
you may see me laughing during our lunch together .
but i feel all empty inside .
and i always pretended to be strong , that is virgo baby .
but no one knows what exactly i want in life and in this world .
ouh god .
let fate do it all . and if it fade away still , im left with no other options
but to breakdown and cry .