ouh hello earthlings , again .
weekend is coming to an end . im sure to miss it again .
and yeap , back to my old routine starting from tomorrow .
expand my butt in school , facing my 2 yrs laptop and start jotting down notes .
talk when it is only necessary , turn insane when it comes to break .
ouh yes , i cant believe this but i have not been sleeping since yesterday .
went out yesterday's night and i thought i could sleep th moment ive reached home .
BUT I DIDNT .
tossing and turning in bed when th sun is high up on me .
i really dont know what to do ; wanted to finish writing in my logbook .
get down to lil business and work .
but there is never motivation .

i guess my dearest [dbf] is sound asleep . he said hes gonna bring me out fo lunch .
well then , i guess hes tired . so yea , ill give it a miss .
i will always try my best to understand you , no worries about that .

[dbf], i hope those complications that we had fo each other has already ended .
i never want you to think otherwise about me because i am never what you thought i am or i could be . i will never go around doing any like you have said so , because i love you like i always do . neither do i want to betray th trust that you had in me . you have got to believe whatever i have said , because i never want to lie to you anymore . im trying everything that i could to get you have th trust in me . and i hope you would understand why do i have to do all these and to such extent , ive had enough .
ill say things that i really mean it and i never want to play around with it .
when i say i need it , i will forever need it .
when i say i want it , i will forever want it .
actions speak louder than words ; and here i am trying to prove you how muc i need you via th actions . i never want to say it when im not doing it at all .
i wanna make it right this time ; so i hope you can see a better picture of it now .

PMS is coming , and i can feel it .
because now , i feel like screaming at anyone's ear till it bleeds .
dammmit . what th hell is wrong with me ?
maybe because ive not sleep yet . but im just not sleepy .
okay i guess i better stop blabbering because i feel totally enraged now .
update soon yeah .

ill post out on where i went out last night soon , perhaps . LOL !
communicate soon yeah . and i guess my tagboard is dying . :S
ehh people , taggg lahhh !