i wanted to upload loads of pictures and have more of it instead of my words .
but whenever im halfway through browsing th best pictures ,
my momentum dies off just like that , and i decide to upload only one .
sheeessshhhhh

anw , i slept at close to 6am in th morning .
had a chit chat on th phone with love [dbf] .
and on random , i just love to bathe at 1 or 2 am in th morn .
im afraid actually , but [dbf] will help me out in that actually .
switch loud speaker , then he will talk to me while i was bathing .
i just love these days and i hope it will remain like this forever .
an apology from me to [dbf] because it was meant to be a trick .
i never know that you would get so mad about it . im really sorry .
but trust me , i did nothing at all , i swear .

and we had so much fo our future plans .
i wish i could be but God will decide everything that is best fo you and me .

and yeap , he is still not awake yet at this hour .
and i miss him like a lot now .
i wish hes here with me now .
wednesdays are boring . :S
damn .

thanks fo making my day .
i wanna be an anti-problem girl .
i wish i could be like that one day .
to see me laugh , to see me smile one day ,
it will be on th day when i have him back in my life .
insya'allah .
ill just do what i could to safe it .

[dbf] , wake up now and call me now cannn ?