hello again .
i did not sleep fo th whole night yesterday .
not because i look forward to school . but INSOMNIA .
and off i went to school with puffy eyes .
[dbf] , im really sorry about yesterday ; alot .
i didnt mean to make it tense , im just plain crazy .
ouh gosh , please stop all those misunderstandings .
because i never wanted this but affection from you .
[i never sound so jiwang like this before seh]

ill summarise about yesterday .
i went to meet [dbf] . we went to popular at J.E
to grab notebooks and pens fo school .
very fickle , and [dbf] asked me to purchase th cheaper one . save monay .
he picked th colour fo my notebooks .
[like he will always ((: ]
then went off to his void deck , we talked , we joked , we laughed , etc etc .
i never felt so happy like this before .
after which , followed his parents to Abg Boy's house .
meet Putri . hahaha , idk her name , but they call th baby girl that .
after which , JB fo supper .
had mee bakso ; damn delicious youuu .
next time right , we shall go eat there okay [dbf] ?
petrol kiosk and back to singapore .
he sent me home straight .
and we talked on th phone .
and we had a little misunderstanding .
which turned into a chaos .
and i teared like shit .
because i know we have to put an end to all th dispute .
we have to start everything new .
only if you want to .

and i miss him like a lot now .
hes my COMFORT ZONE .
i guess hes away fo a sleep .
ouh gosh , im plain obsessed with him .
idk why . if there could be specific reasons to it ;
i would say it .
i wanna settle down .
im not talking about marriage , i need you , thats it .
please call me soon .
i miss you like so badly now baby .
ouh gosh , i never felt this way fo anyone before .
and it is only you that i need .
i need your hug
i need your kisses
i need you to bring back th joy in my life .
just you .

if this isnt love , tell me what it is
cause i caould be dreaming and just plain crazy .
and i never felt like this baby