back fo an update earthlings .

life ? have been going on perfectly fine .
except th fact that im getting myself less committed to FYP and tutoring .
i gonna get it back on track .
yeap , my final year in RP .
im gonna do it just right . get good GPA and start working .
enough enough enough of memorising formulaes .
im so sick of gaining knowledge fo th past 13 years lah , dammit !

school's gonna start next week .
I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT .
I NEED MORE HOLIDAYS LAHHH .
okay , well , i had 3 months of break ; and what did i gain ?
two students , more hurdles in life .
but , praises to God , everything is fine now .
well , i hope it will remain like this forever .
please , dont do it anymore okay [DBF] ?
you know i'll always love you .

i want you , thats not enough .
i need you , thats not enough .
i yearn fo you , thats never enough .
we had settled it out , and i hope there will be no more of this and that .
you know how paranoid i go right fo th past two weeks ?
living my life without you is effing hard , i tell ya .
but i have to be strong and put it alot of effort to make it through .
and yes , with sheer determination , i managed to settle this biggest dispute fo th first time .
theres too many things to say but i just dont feel like it .
ouhhh boyyyy .

alhamdulillah , haifa is getting better . that makes me smile widely .
yeap yeap , she had a lil mood swings but she's okay now .
hoping fo th virus in her brain to go away .
please god , she is too little ( 4 months old ) to face all these .
she is just so innocent .
when she went in to the operation theatre , she cried , and she did try to speak to her mommy .
i felt so touched by it .
mother-daughter bonding .
i gotta pay her a visit soon .

hamirul , i misss youuuuu likeee crazzyyyy .
thanks fo your 12 hours yesterday .
we do have fun , dont we ?