though things are different now ;
deep down in my heart , i still love you and always do .
and yes , i miss you alot right now .

good things happen to those who are willing to wait .
yes , im willing to , but will it be worth waiting fo it ?
well then , im afraid that it wont be want i always dream of .

im doing it all alone .
im on th verge of quitting .
people may see me laughing but nobody really know whats deep down in my heart .
i always thought you knew it all along , but not anymore now .
its saddening when you have to leave over someone whom i never could love again .
just nothing . i know you dislike me doing that , but my intention was good .
i just need someone to talk to ; dats it and nothing more .
i never talk about th bad things about you , i never wanna bring you down .
i just need advices , please be clear of that .

how am i suppose to leave without you ?
how am i suppose to do all these when all i needed is your support and motivation ?
why do you have to go away when i needed you th most ?
life sucks alot , aint it ?
i dont deserve to be in a situation like this , ouh pleasee ahhhh .

unfairnesssssssssss