now laptop is in hand but i have yet to upload pictures which are due in my pinky camera .
im sooo busy with school that somehow i think that holidays are meaningless to me .
holidays = no allowance .
and i really need to work badly but FYP just hinders me .
i have to prioritise my school work than searching fo money . or maybe , i have to find some alternative ways to earn money .
dad is not giving me money that even when i need to come back to school , i dont have sufficient money to get on a bus ride .
and i have been trying my best to understand my family's condition now though its really a heart ache fo me .
well , if this is a challenge from God , i will face it with patience and just pray fo something good to happen .

yes people , i dont tolerate self-centred people .
and i felt disgusted having a friend who took pills just to groove their ass out .
if this is a way to get yourself slim , think again .
you are just having too much chemicals in your body that i would prefer God to take away these people's life than seeing them torturing themselves .
just what on earth are they doing ? dont they think of the consequences or think about others who are really clean from drugs ?
if you think it have never been a clean one ; i have a question fo you .
define liquors and pills .
if you wanna get yourself drunk , then its up to you .
because once you are legally 18 , you can drink okay .
and if it is against th law , tell me why do they sell it in stores ?
but ask yourself , do you see pills in stores fo sale ?
urgh , you get th picture now ?
so much of your mother send you off to school to gain knowledge , you betrayed your mom by consuming drugs behind her . what if she ever get to know all these , how would she feel ? just put yourself in her shoes ; and think like how a mother thinks .
i used to have a friend like this , and i choose to avoid these shits .
please , it scares th hell out of me .

you are given a brain , your major organ i would say to get your body to function , cant you just think like your age ? are you still young that you cant even distinguish between a pussy and a dick ?

i know where i stand , i drink , i club , i smoke but i dont drug .
i dont , and never in my life .
and as far as im concern , i would stay away from these kind of people because they are really crazy bunch of people and i think that they are really trying to get a life by consuming drugs and yet they failed . i stay away from all these , im afraid ; really .
though you see me as your most understanding friend , whatever you wanna judge me ;
i believe strongly that i have my own stand in life and personality .
i would stay away from these people .
now , thats me .
you dont like it , you leave .
you are not only a disgrace to me but also to th society because you have to go fo a rehab .
get yourself hang and cold turkey , wth !
just think about your future , if you think you should get one lah okayyy .

take care , live your life to th fullest but never
consume drugs people
GOD loves you ((: