and this goes out specially fo you sayang .
i talked to my friends about you ; about th smallest misunderstanding we had .
and yes , they blamed me fo being hot tempered and being unreasonable .
you said that i was out of control , yes i admitted that .
i know i am never th one fo you . but despite all , my heart yearns fo you baby .
well , i dont know why , but you are everywhere around me .
i felt truly secured when im with you .
when i had your arms around me , i felt fully protected .
and when you kissed my forehead before we bid goodbye , i know you love me .
you were there to wipe away those tears away .
you were always there to make my day .
ensuring that i reached home safely when im a lil tipsy .
i know this is not what you want in me .
i know im not what i am before .
and i knew i have to get myself back on track .
i couldnt figure out whats becoming of me .
but despite all , i love you , i swear i do baby .
i know you are all disappointed in me , but this is not what i want to .
i know you can never believe it , forgive me fo hurting you .
i didnt mean to , really it wasnt a lie .
my apology fo shouting at you over th phone , i know you hate it .

im trying to change .
ill take every challenges as a stepping stone to have you back in my life .
all i need is patience and confidence .
if you did not come back , you were never mine , never .

can we take it slow baby ?
im hoping to hear this answer from you .

everybody knows that but nobody really knows
how to make it work , or how to ease th hurt
we've heard it all before , everybody knows
how to make it right , i wish we gave it one more try