while waiting fo BF , i decided to update my blog .
i need to pour out this goddamn stress in my head .
well not about Rship fo everything is going on perfectly fine .
im mugging on my last two semesters' modules . i felt like crying because i need to jot down a lot of notes and read a lot . im reading a 975 pages of material science and engineering book , and guess where am i ? only on th 50th page ! my brain is not helping and i have to get a clearer view by th next meeting with my FYP mates .
they say poly life is fun , BUT hell NO , its depressing and it will kill your brain nerves !
i wonder how th rest of my team mates are coping now . urgh , im in no mood to study .
shucks , holiday means STUDY !

i met Salwa yesterday and we shared a lot . she even recalled th time i accompany her to her school fo netball practice . when i cant even remember it , okay im bad , screw me up now .
i still remembered we had a tiff over little things , okay about FAIZAH , and i gave up . salwa came to me and beg me on my knees not to end th friendship because she treasure me alot .
we hugged each other , though i didnt like th idea of her begging me .
though years have passed , i really missed th time i had fun with her , do new things together . she stayed over at my house every weekends . ouh and since things are totally different now , i really cherish her as a bestfriend of mine . we have been through a lot of thick and thin together aye ? i love you babe

Bf , thanks fo all th great things you have done fo me .
well , i know at times im not behaving well and we had a lot of misunderstandings . but no matter what hold us back , im gonna hold on to your hands and never wanna let you go . you are th sweetest . thanks fo th laughters , i swear to you i never laugh so loud with you before . th best part of my day is always with you , BF . though im really busy with school and other commitment , i would like to apologise if at any point of time , you felt neglected . but whatever it is , i will always try my best to be there fo you everyday .
ehem2 , i love you ((;


mcm abang2 lobang . HEH



and this is my sister's last child . well i hope no more eh kak . your house like kindergarten school already you know . i wonder how she cope with all her 4 kids at one time . if i were her , i would have head bang my head on th wall . my sister have th greatest patience , i would say , because no matter what hurts her inside , she will always be strong to stand on her two feet and make her way through th hurdles in life .
and th baby above is Nur Haifa Dhania . she is simply addorableeee , ouh i love her to th earth's core . she cries like tarzan even i cant tolerate that . if i have a kid , i would seal her/his mouth . eh , tak lahh , nanti duduk jail plk . she is 2 months old now ((: