Thursday, January 15, 2009'♥
this will sound a little emotional .
i didnt mean to make it sound like one , but i just have to let this feeling out , because its really heavy .
when i was on my way to school , i teared badly , out of a sudden .
yeah , some things just remind me of my brother (picture above) .
it is disheartening when i reminisce those moment we shared together .
everything have changed now , i just couldn't accept facts about faith .
how can things end in a sudden ? especially for siblings like me and him ?
i always thought that nothing could break us apart , but now , there is !
there's just this heartless human being who have to separate mother from their children , how evil can that be ?
i'm sure this is not what my brother wanted either , because he wasn't like what he was in the past .
he will always be there fo mom and me .
and yes , i never had a father's love ever before , because mom and dad got separated when i was just a year-old
and i'm living my life without a father's love .
its like i dont have a father who clap his hands singing birthday song to me .
(he dont even know when is my brithday)
who calls me every day and talk to me or even ask me out . NEVER
and yes , my brother above has always been my father .
because he helped me with my bills , check on me especially about school .
he will ask th whole family out fo dinner at west coast .
remember DBF all those moments ?
whod buy fo me tops and bottoms when i wanted .
who buys fo me an assessment book fo revisions .
whod fetch me after school on random days .
who'd bring out fo a swim at wild wild wet .
he'd do anything , fo me and now , im like hunger for my brother/father's love .
i know this will never be th end of everything . im gonna work fo it and im gonna pray and hope that he will come back to us one day . i will really put up th effort , sacrifice anything that i have , so long that i have him with me and my family .
i just need ishack's family back together .
please , god , make this happen to us , especially mom who always hope fo a better tomorrow .
happy 18th birthday to my dearest Bf JAJA !
goodluc in your future endeavours and may god bless you in anything that you do .
remember , if you ever need someone to talk to , im always a call away alright .
and i love you babe ((:
last long with dzuhir yeah .
and before i end this ;
i would like to take this opportunity to wish my one and beloved brother , Iskandar
a happy 37th birthday .
semoga panjang umur dan murahkan rezeki .
semoga Allah S.W.T memberkati ape yang telah diperolehi .
kembalilah ke pangkuan ibumu ,
sesungguhnya , syurga terletak di tapak kakinya .
Amin .
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