as much as i dont feel like blogging , i have to let these feelings out cause im suffocating so much that i hardly breathe .

if you would have understand exactly how i feel , i would be grateful to God because you can think like a normal human beings do . but from th time i get to know you , i start to like you and love you and hate you , you just dont seem to be thankful of what God has given to you .
you took me fo granted , you took my words of anger so seriously that i think you should eat those watery stools of yours . now tell me exactly do you ever wonder how i feel when you were out late at night , living your life to th fullest , when im at home crying like a small kid ? has ever a girl waited fo you at the void deck in the wee hours waiting fo your return ? tell me exactly how you feel when you were in my shoes ? have you ever thought about it ? have all these feelings and actions ever come cross your mind ?
which i dont think so right .
because you were self centred . because you only think about your feelings
because you thought you were always right .
because you thought you spend too much time fo me when you dont .

mane hati dan perasaan kao ?

I WILL REMEMBER THE DAY WHEN YOU HAD YOUR SLIPPERS ON MY FACE .
I WILL REMEMBER THE DAY YOU LEFT ME ALL ALONE .
I WILL REMEMBER THAT YOU WERE IRRESPONSIBLE OF YOUR OWN ACTION .
YOU ARE SUCH A COWARD IN LIFE THAT YOU NEVER WANNA FACE REALITY AND RUNNING AWAY WAS ALL YOU EVER THINK OF .
JERK , THATS IT ((: