lets make a proper update okay .
i love and hate school at th same time . why ?
i love to go to school because i get to meet my babes & i hate to go to school because lessons suck so much and i cant handle too much stress . enough with what im facing now , i cant it anymore .

an apology due to my absence fo not updating . however , im gonna make this a fruitful one alright ? first and foremost ,
HAPPY BELATED 20TH BIRTHDAY SRI
(im suppose to blog this yesterday , but im busy till i couldnt squeeze in any time . )

goodluc in your future endeavours , and may you succeed in life . God bless you ((:
&& i love you okay darling ? ;)
i was acknowledged by Mel babe that you left school halfway because you wana play Sims at home.
sangguppppp eh ?

well people , you can count th no. of GFs i have right now . reason as to why i limit myself to a certain no. of GFs is because of one thing , i just dont trust girls .
th reason as to why im closer to guys because they are out-going and they dont even care if we actually hurt them directly/indirectly . they take actions & words as a joke . but some girls right , they will take words seriously and give this 'fuckedup' face and start pouring it over at their blog . when they start to hate us , they will have another friend to spy on us , to know our life more than what we actually have realised . excuse me , i have my own life to lead , dont you think so ? and i guess they are just stucked up kids where they need gossips to keep their life going .
merepek can ? tsk tsk .

and one more thing , i used to have a BFF . our friendship last fo approximately 8 yrs or so .
i always thought she have been th best fo me . till one day my friend , J told me what ever my BFF told her . i could never believe it with my own ears but it happened a lot of time , i kinda get immune to it . & she ever talked about J to me & i told J too .
see , i used to get msgs and tears frm her , claiming that she never want to lose a friend like me . and she wants me to be there fo her and i always did . be it when she was attached to her old BF to a new BF , ive always been there fo her even when she fights with her family . i attended to her , giving her th fullest attention and support . but its saddening when she never appreciate me ever , before . she is such a pretender . and i start to hate her .
& i guess she knew it . but i just couldnt care less . i have had enough .
'once bitten twice shy'
now , i have certain girls around me . a lesson learnt , really . and i really love them . having them is like , my whole world is complete lidat . they havee been there , watching me from those kental days till today . its funny how it all started , but as the days go on , im in love with it .
yea , i love my GFs
Lyana , Sri , Shida , Niza & Mel . ((:
oops , and [DBF] too . heh .