hello monday ((:
school is not getting any better .
i dont have a clue to today's practical and lesson .
been trying hard enough though but to no avail .
im really worried over my results . i really hope things will go my way .
i dont wish to stay in school fo another 6 months . im really sick of it .

Saturday
JB with [DBF] . we were like stucked in the traffic jam fo almost 90 minutes .
made our way home & off i wenta Tampines to attend a prayer .
in th train fo an hour , sitting down is really tiring , at times .
i teared when this particular song was sang across th house .
i swear i am at my lowest , full of remorse .
i have to do something to myself .

Sunday
stucked at home fo half of th day . i was really bored .
thought of going fo swim , movie but we ended up at Marina Square .
its been eons since i last went there . wow !
i need a NEW shopping list , i cant fit in my old clothes and jeans .
we went to cash studio fo a Karaoke Session but its fully booked .
we wanted to catch movie but its already late to wait & watch & off back home .
we went to Bugis , to catch up on th latest fashion statement .
and last we went to Marina Barrage .
upon reaching and walking along the bridge , [DBF] sounds like an architecture ,
explaining to me on how th 'DAM' works .
[DBF] is my walking news & update . heh ((:
th Barrage is still upgrading , so dont expect much .
but th view of the CBD & flyer is Spectacular !
a nice place fo couple to spend time together .

a short note fo ya [DBF]
though you are smiling , laughing at my stupidity etc etc .
deep down i know you are trying to give th best out of you .
i know you are feeling depressed right now over certain issues .
i know i cant help much , but ill be at my very best , always .
ill be there when you need me , ill be there to guide & motivate you .
dont worry , you are never walking alone .
ill be here with you , holding on to your hand & walk down th pathway together with you .
i hope my presence will help you feel a lot better , baby .
ill do what i can , whatever it takes to change th whole situation .
this is a hurdle in life , lets face it with a lot of perseverance .
things will get better th next day .
AMIN

i love you