Please, don't leave me.

Monday, October 06, 2008'♥

so this is it , the 4th entry of th day .

im using my sister's lappy , so no pictures to share .

i still have pictures yet to upload from my digicam but i cant be bothered fo now .

im having my UT tmr , but just dont feel like revising .

ouh , let it be . im ready to get kick out from school .

i went back with niza .

we took th same bus since shes heading for jurong .

so eventually , we talked about relationship and loads more .

another knowledge gained . thanks a lot babe .

ouh yea , i guess hes changing . ok wait , no !

he wouldnt wanna ____ when he dont like me right .

so yea , still searching fo the perfect word to feel in th blank .

hoping fo a better tomorrow .

and i swear i miss him like crazy till to th extent where i can cry whenever he comes across my mind .

im never this weak , ok lah i ngaku i kental okay .

but if love doesnt exist , then i wont feel this way right .

i guess patience is the key .

afterall , good things happen to those who wait .

so im willing .

this one goes out to you [DBF]

i know that someday you will read my blog

let me do a little confession alright .

though i may not show th love you , or you might not take notice of it .

let me tell you this , no one knows exactly how i feel when im all around you , when you are not there by my side .

but deep down in my heart , i sayang you okay .

yes , those tears i shed , its fo reall .

i tkot kehilangan you .

i know actions speak louder than words and yea , im trying to prove it to you .

im still working on us , baby .

let me be in your heart if i have th chance to .

i know you are busy working , i understand that .

im here at home , waiting for the clock to struck 11 , and hoping fo a call from you .

i miss you badly now baby .

i never wanna lose you .

you saw it yourself how was i when i didnt get to meet you during june .

so dont let history repeat itself okay .

i wanna make things work the way we want it to be .

I LOVE YOU HAMIRUL HASRAFF

yes i do from th bottom of my heart .

ps : peeps , dont ask me whats going on , its fine between us .

there are just some things which i need to amend on before its too late or before i lose him again .

i tak nak , i tak nak you .

Thought of You @10:04 PM