ouh yea , this will be my 2nd entry fo the day .
yea , i left school during the second breakout .
i break my fast at 12 noon .
reasson : i cant stand it . it pours like rain .

let me just list down my feelings now .
lucky , suck , depressed , shagged , sleepy , mad .
you dont have to lie , do you ?
wait a minute , small matter thats it .
im starting to let things go now .
ive decided to be there fo him when all along you dont appreciate my stay .
& ill just go with th flow .
cause nothing seems to heal th way im feeling right now .

things are getting shitty now .
ouh , i hate stating those sad moments . i dont wish to be a loser in life .
and please , just whats going on with you ?
since yesterday , you made me think .
dont tell me ive made th wrong decision .
if i am , my heart wont let it right .

ill gather every ounce of energy im left with to settle everything fo once .
these are just too heavy on my mind , im sick of it , i know you are too .
but just make it right , nothing is impossible .
ouh , you've been playing around with your words .
so tell me now , how am i suppose to understand you ?
ouh , this is soo sickening .

i want to smile right now , just one person to change th whole situation back again