updates people .
so yesterday , im stucked fo almost a day at home except fo breakfast in th morning with Amir and bar with my sister .

in the late afternoon , i went to get a nap fo awhile as i am down with a headache . it is painful . to those who are close to me , they will know how often i have been getting headache .
ps :: Amir , thanks a lot fo the panadol and Milo ((: appreciate it a lot .

ive turned to an owl these days . insomnia hits me every night . i kinda find it hard fo me to have peaceful sleep . so usually , ill stay up till 5 or 6 in the morning , before i get to rest . mom has been nagging fo i always sleep and wake up late . but nothing can be done now , i hope that im not stucked with this when school reopens .
speaking of which , school is going to start soon in 4 days time and im still not done with my PP . its sickening you see when you have to make a profile about the company . moreover , mine is not any small companies like the Econ Minimart . im attempting on Prosafe , which is an oil company . yea , we all know that oil is an essential resources . moreover , it is all over the globe . i kinda regret fo choosing this company , but nothing can be done to change my project scope but to work on it . and im meeting the deadline in 10 days time . wish me luc people ((:

anihoos , yesterday to Le BaroQue with my sister and her friends was superbly mind-numbing . i tried hard to blend in with my sister's friends , but to no avail . in the end , my sisters went to the dance floor during live bands but there i was , at the corner , sitting down , enjoying my Coca-Cola . i have been thinking a lot . my sister pulled me to th dancefloor & i cant groove to the music at all . i am more of swaying myself you know . ouh , this feeling is killing me so much . i dont wanna waste my time on all depressions , i want to be happy happy happy !

Amir , thanks fo meeting up with my sister yesterday . i told you right , even my sister said that . you make my day ((:

i wanna get a haircut soon , i can feel that my hair is heavy and thick now .
ps : Amir , thanks fo the last-minute fringe-cut , i look better now ((:

i can sense that i am loosing someone now . things are different since yesterday , which i dont know why . im utterly upset and dampen over the matters that im dwelling with , and its not easy to overcome the situation . though im not prepared to lose you , what more can i do ? things are so different . you are not like how you used to on th phone and face-to-face . ill try to succumb to it anyway . dont worry .

even though i really love you , but it hurts when it heals too

yea , i have changed my blogskin again . i guess this is 12345 times changing my blogskin .
but reason wise , the last blogskin that i used was dull and so dark .
so ive decided to add on some lighter colours to my life ((: