a little update here people .

i reported late for school on Friday . i just don't like the idea of school anymore .
I WANT HOLIDAYS NOW !
it is tiring , to wake up in the early morning , bathe and get ready for school .
squeeze myself like sardines in the bus, cramp my butt because of the lazy people in the train who loves to spread their legs as if they are masturbating . it is really annoying !

i agree that i should not go off to work when i am still studying in the first place . my responsibilities is to earn a good grades and make my mother proud of me . but somehow , i have to take up the free time that i have and go off to work, crack my brain for ideas etc . it is so tiring you see . and all the salaries that i have got , i need to pay my debts . and i don't even have the money left for me to watch movie , to buy tops or just anything ! #$*@#)*

& guess what ? this is going to be an expanding issue if my mom did nothing to what i am facing right now . i lost some weight (i ain't wanna brag) & i can't even fit in my current tops . okay , i lied . i mean i can fit in but it is just so loose . $*)#* i wanted to ask mom for money to go shopping , but mom will shout at me if i ever purchase Dorothy Perkins . mother dislikes me wasting money on Topshop, Zara , Dorothy Perkins . she wants me to wear those Ah Lian clothes , you know with nonsensical graphics and animations . please , that was so primary school . come on mommy , you dont expect me to hold on to my jeans while walking .

i need more tops and jeans , tops and jeans , tops and jeans .

well , to sum it all .
Friday , to House of Rock with my sister . i felt shitty if i keep on staying at home . performance was better compared to the previous one . since HOR had their last performance , they iinvited the Anugerah Band peeps to perform too . okay , it was fantabulous ! i did not regret going there again this time round . i made new friend , okay a girl . guess what ? the first time we met and talked , we mentioned about relationship .
i bumped into Fit (REPLUG) . her boyfriend is a singer .
COOL !

& i felt like slaughtering my sister .
me : sis , that guy is so handsome .
sis : thats the vocal from ____ band .
me : ouh really . okay , i don't watch it . no wonder his face seems so familiar .
sis : -_______- ( pissed !)
me : ouh gosh ! (melt) i wanna take picture with him . [ & i keep on looking at him & irritate my sister]

we were the last few bunch of people who went out of the building . and so the guy that i mentioned was sitting on the curb .

sis : adik , you wana grab picture with him right . (sabotage me)
me : *blushing* nolah . [pinch my sister] i swear i am going to kill you .
sis : alah , take lah . you won't know when will you get to take a picture with him again right .
me : -____- (Pissed too)

and this guy , he disturbed me .
he : alah , kakak she don't want right ? she paiseh lah ! haha . come lah , take picture with me .

and i sat beside him .

see how shit my smile is ? i destroy the picture lah kann . laugh now people .
( my lips were 'shiverring' when smiling)
but he's cute right ?


okay , this is the guitarist . i love the way he played his guitar with his head swinging to the beat . and his hair . ouh gosh , he is a rockstar man . he is cheeky on stage i must say .

( i missed out Hellven . i love the guitarist who looks like a Ferrah . COOL )


this is my Saturday & Sunday . shit right ?
i cried the whole of my days in the room . terrible ain't it ?
it is healing , & it will get better in time .
I PROMISE

stay tune for more updates ((:

thanksforfriday, you .