the hardest part in life is to move on and picking urself up after a hard fall .

holla people !
i thought holiday means HOLIDAY !
where you get to sleep like noone's business , spend your quality time with th people whom you have missed out when you are all busy & go out for shopping or at least WINDOW shopping .

but my holiday seems like shit .
i need to wake up early and rush out early for appointments , spend most of my time in th journey and assignments & work my ass out fo money ! pretty hectic , aint it ? i didnt get to spend my time with my loved ones especially , which i have been craving for since 978556968709 days ago .
im 2 weeks away before new term starts and deadlines .
urgh , shut up ((:

anw , lets talk about relationship okay ?
before we fall in love with someone , you tend to be his/her bestfriend and be there for him/her . listen to him/her when he/she is in deep shit , help him/her out with the problems , accompany him/her when he/she is all alone outside , message him/her just to ensure that he/she is okay . he/she will try every means to get the attention from the person they like .
and when it comes to love , everything starts off smoothly . he/she will still be there for you . and when it comes to a little tiff , he/she will cry on the phone , apologise even when they are not at fault . things would remain the same way till idk when lah kann.
but as the months or years go by , he/she will start to change . when he/she felt all uptight , he/she wil scold you like nobody business , make him/her cry for nothing . & things wont be the same anymore . he/she wont listen to you on the phone . he/she will hang up & switch off the phone . the fact that he/she is an ego bustard lah !

ouh , so much from love right . & im sure the girls are the victim to everything . her bf's friends may think that she is such a whore because she gave up and go on flinging with another guy . look , in the first place , do the bf ever admit his mistakes for making the girl behave that way ? simple , they wont .

& in the end , when he is all alone , then he will start to realise and think that they better change , but dont you think its too late ?

girls are here , gave what she have to you , hoping for something in return ; to be good to her . she pour out the love to you , like any mother will . but the guy will eventually take it for granted . when it comes to any tiff , they will find their way to ego , and left the girl alone . and then , let the girl chase after him , cry & plead him to stay . dont lie to me girls if you have not done that before . but i dont understand why are we doing it even when it is not our fault in the first fucking place ? look , everyone has their own limit and i have mine too . but you have cross beyond the line , so what you waiting for ? jgn smpai aku nyanyi lagu gwen stefani eh .

a summary of relationship .
i guess when you are in love , you are just taking risks in life .
the chances of you to be happy or disappointed is 50 / 50 .
love can make you go crazy but it brings out the reall you .

ouh , im tired to think of it . well , the best is to go with th flow right ?
yea , since you said that , i am going to do it , but dont ever say that i dumb you aite ?
OK GO

moving on moving on moving on moving on , yea people i am trying ..

dont ever go back to your bf because of sympathy because it will bring your rship to nowhere .
trust me poeple .

stay tune for more updates ! toodles

oooopsss , before i forget, HAPPY WEEKENDS !