danial , i need you in my arms now . because you are the only reason that makes me smile when im all forlorn . ouh , come back to auntie . auntie miss you alot lor ((:

tell me exactly how should i put this into words ?
tell me exactly how should i feel when im all hurt ?
tell me exactly what should i do when you cry ?
tell me exactly how should i react when there's no trust ?
tell me exactly how should i behave after chances of giving in ?
im all numb now , really .

i dont mean to hurt you , but i have had enough of all the shits that i have gotten from you . im just so clueless yet naive to stay with you when all along , you have been such a pretender . and now , i am never disappointed with the words you have uttered yesterday night but i teared because i wasted 20 months with such a hypocrite . and just tell me how should i feel now ? just dont take back your words , that is too late .
i told you to go , to move on , but you insisted . you told me you love me , now i think you should get the facts right aite . if you love me , is that how you treat me ? you love to contradict yourself with the ego and hang up calls . you are such an immature to react to such extent . please i aint a 14 year old kid with a growing stage of 3 that you can fool around with & i aint a kid who just started to have pubic hairs on their pussy that you can behave like such a jerk !

eh please lah , you told me you want to move on ? then whats with the messages ? eh , tell me uh , what exactly that you want from me ? havent you had enough of degrading me again and again ? i aint a fool ! now you apologised , dont you think its too late ? i understand that you are mad , but those are just words that i dislike hearing . now , i took your words seriously , what have you got to say ? enough is enough ! if i am such a bitch , leave me ! why are you still here ? just no more of you please , BE GONE !


im all confused now .
thanks for being there when im in need . thanks for cheering me up . thanks for listening to me . thanks for catching things up . thanks for the convo over the phone . i felt better talking to you . thanks for making my day everyday . thanks for meeting me up when you are all tired . thanks for the sacrifices . thanks for the treat . thanks for everything ! i appreciate it a lot :))
i used to have the happiness that i once had , and now its all gone . can i just kneel down on your knees and beg for the love that we used to share ? cause i cant find any happiness with anyone else .
deep down in my heart , ILY