Please, don't leave me.

Friday, July 04, 2008'♥

WOW !
like finally , i am stress-free lydat .
i was like so so esctatic with my life right now .
everything have settled down , and i was like smiling happily & sincerely now .
after all those fake smile in my face for the past how many days .

lets take life as an opportunity ;

i would like to thank noorlyana once again because she gave me the fullest support and attention for me . she find every means to keep me smiling and not think about the past . she would listen to me when i was down . she has accompanied me through wee hours just to ensure that everything is fine . she will make me look forward to go online at night . her sound advice wakes me up .
its true yana , like you've said , ' nurul , kao syg salah org ' . thanks fo being there when im in need . you are great , no doubt . i SWEAR i never had a besfren like you before .

i would like to thank you fareez azhar , my BABY for listening to me , understanding me , for giving me chances after chances , for not being an ego , for all the sacrifices you have made . baby , i appreciate you a lot . you mean everything to me . you build me up , to be a better person . i should not think about the bad sides of you . i guess its time for me to change my perception towards you . i should think of the best part in you & the relationship . we have made these far and i am not going to waste it just lydat . im going to make it reall this time . yea , though you felt so hurtful with those empty promises , i am going to work it out this time . i swear , ill do everything that i have to . ok my baby ? you came into my life and you know nothing about my past , but i keep on hurting you . you were the innocent and also the victim in my life - i owe you alot ais . i noe theres no point of me regretting , but let me amend it all alright ?
I LOVE YOU , I SWEAR I DO FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART

& thanks nuraniza for listening to mee too . you have been there for me , chat with me on the phone when i felt all shitty. you advice me . you did play your part as a GF of mine . i appreciate the sacrifices and your presence when im in need . yea i noe things have changed now . but let bygones be bygones . im sorry to hurt you or anything . so if things are what it is now , let it be . all we can do is to keep on hoping for a better tomorrow right ? so i tend to close about my miserable life . i wanna anjoy life now ((:

i would like to thank hamirul hasraff for meeting me up the last two nights . thanks for listening to everything that's in my heart , and understand at least . thanks for all the advice you gave to me . i hope you would absorb every little things that ive said to you . no more disputes between us okay ? pardon me for any vulgarities or aniting . and goodluck in your future endeavours . should you need a helping hand and a listening ear , you can count on me . we'll be friends alright ? no more grudges ? anw , you are welcome to tag me or aniting which i dont think you will . HAHA ! erm , after all let bygones be bygones alright ? ive closed the past , im moulding my future . & i hope you will do that too ((:

ill keep on mugging for you mom ((: i know you have high expectations on me . i will work for it , insya'allah . you know , i love in silence . sorry for not giving you sufficient attention . sorri cause i cant be there for you most of the time . sorri for retaliating you , sorry for making you have sleepless night when im not back home . sorry cause you have to pawn all your jewelleries for my future . you are a great mother , the best woman i have every had met on earth . im lucky to have you mom . the greatest sacrifice and the biggest gift i have on earth is you mother .

ouh god , thanks for everything . thanks for letting me breathe till this seconds of my life . i appreciate you help . you sheltered me when it pours , you gave me the strength to carry on , you make me think about life now , you help me through those darkest time . all those challenges i have pulled it through . i thank you god , for everything .

if i were to mention everyone's name , it will never end right ?
ill update next time .
happi weekend people .

Thought of You @9:22 AM