Please, don't leave me.

Friday, June 27, 2008'♥

time check : 1346 hrs (27/06)

i havee been suffering a lot today & i obviously don't know why .
the drastic changes which happens before my very eyes is just something i couldnt accept .
i just wanna go shouting , ' WHERE THE HELL HAVE I GONE WRONG ? '
why does everything have to be these way ?
why do i have to face another when i'm done with one ?
why do you suddenly ignore me ?
i just cant wait for the class to end , REALLY .
its really hurting when i felt as if i'm alone in the class .
ouh gosh , i'm picking myself up .
i understand God is challenging me .
it seemed so obvious when i came back to school .
everything change .
lets not state , it has got nothing to do with anyone .
you are pressuring me on things that is not worth to think of .

thanks yana , for listening to all my sorrows .
you are the only one who have been motivating me , cheering me up , & everything just to make me smile .
you mean a lot to me .
thanks for the friendship .
you are the best , i swear .

& i dont mind if you wanna ignore .
i know friends come and go .
or maybe , im just too senssitive .
but i wonder whats behind your objective for treating me in such a manner when i did nothing to you ?
aarrgh , ape-ape la kan !

and to you hamirul hasraff .
i dont mind at all if you wanna ignore me .
be it , i dont regret a thing if i lose you .
you mean nothing to me , but a cruel human being .
i know you can lead a better life with all the intangible assets that you have gained now .
after all , it is not the money that you will be bringing along to your grave .
remember what you did to me , i never wanna mention it here .
because i know that people would think it is unbelievable for you to do such things to girls .
and if i mention it , im just degrading yourself .
so once again , you should thank me because i have been giving you some space and dignity .
but if you wanna go on hating me , then i have the right to hate you .
but you are making me think about the bad things you have done , you ASSHOLE .
if revenge is what you have been adapting since the time you were born .
dont make me go to such extent where your future will be nothing OR so dark .
i am being considerate enough to think about your future .
anw , im not threatening you , but you make me wanna do it .
so how . i dont want you to regret .
if you think you are still young , and you still wanna play this game , im on .
and ill make sure that you will really really lose , amir .
dont ask me why , but just go and reflect .
im stupid for falling over a guy like you .

memang btol uh kau ckp bygones be bygones , tapi kalo maruah wise , tk kn aku nk diam kan ?
ko pukol aku sume ?
aku diam tao , aku byk telan .
and , jgn cabar aku . ko jgn ingt aku tkde bukti untok semuanya .
aku tk sekejam yg ko sangke kan .
TAPI kalau kau masih tk nk sedar , aku akan buat .
ill make you beg on my knees uh .

Thought of You @1:46 PM