things has got a lil bit tougher now . i never thought it would be so difficult to cure someone's heart . till yesterday ; i did what i can to , do anything with thick face . cause i noe im in the wrong , so have to face it lah kann . so , an X-LARGE thank you to all the people who have been supporting me .
nothing much basically . yesterday was like lepak-ing sessions ehk with my friends after like so long . hafiz was even shocked with my presence . got back home in the middle of the night , because i just have to listen to you & your mom . i know its wrong , i shouldnt be outside during that hour . but yea , since doubts are not clear , ill take the risk and do wadeva i can . ((:
i did not slept the whole night yesterday . prepared something which i guess the only thing i could afford to . thanks besfren , for accompanying me till the wee hours . i appreciate it a lot . i promised myself that i will stop crying , but i cant help it . well , i hope it will heal soon . all i can do is wait right ? well , hoping for something good now .
and ais , if you didnt answer my call . i am absolutely fine with it . i didnt mean to hurt you . but you challenge me . really , so you face the consequences aite . dont regret , really just dont . i had enough of your hackcare-ness towards me . 'kalo you pike i jahat sgt , knape you maseh nk ngn i? ' ' pardon me ? im going to leave you now '
i guess i should just let all the matters faced rest first . let time do the talking and im willing to wait untill the end of time . i dont mind .
i hope you read my blog , because every little things mentioned , its you that i think of .
anw , i went for an interview for my PP scope just now with Prosafe Production . it was quick and simple . alhamdullilah , i have the sources to start working on it . looking forward for a better tomorrow .