Please, don't leave me.

Sunday, June 29, 2008'♥

heylo ! ( ok la , i like so random kan ? )
anihoos , on 28/06 marks the last day of me contributing service to royal sporting house . since GSS are over , i can have all my weekends to myself and my loved ones . i have been craving to go out on saturdays . all these while , i have been working during the weekends and that has made my life felt so empty . so yea , at last , i get to breathe in some fresh air ((:
waiting for my pay and im done with my debts . ill pay all the leftover now , and one problem is gone . i have two more pays that i have yet to receive right ? pay my phone bills and do a little bit of shopping and enjoying . i deserve to enjoy life now ((:

school has never been better . upcoming test and i am still not done with doing revision . well , what more can i say , i am a procastinator ((: and yes , PP ! i am doing the introduction about the company and reading the resources now so that i can start telling stories to my advisor later . ouh gosh , i am meeting datelines .

anw , me and him , hmm , what am i suppose to talk about .
we have been suffering for 3 weeks to get things right . we had hard time trying to get along with each other , i really need a lot of time . i am sorry for hurting you everytime we meet up . i dont mean it but its just the past that has been buggin on me . i hope you understand and play your part . you knew nothing when we were together , i have been keeping a lot from you . but i look up on you for your patience and endurance towards me . i appreciate it a lot . and now , i am trying to pick myself up again .

pardon me for my last post . it was meant to be for someone .

i am still considering . its time to get my butts on studies , REALLI .
update soon ((:

Thought of You @1:13 PM